Elizabeth would have been a special baby. I loved her no less for the way she was conceived. She is my baby no matter what. I love you. I have no physical pictures of you my little Elizabeth. So, this memorial is all I have.
I had for a long time been sexually abused by "someone" beginning from the age of 8. This "someone" took things that did not belong to him. My innocence and forever my piece of mind. I felt extremely hard towards him for the things he put me through but, you my Little Angel were not a mistake. God placed you with me, even for the short time that you lived with me. I cherish you. This "someone" hurt me and caused me to be pregnant. That was a short lived experience, which I wasn't equppied to handle. I lost you in the stress of my young body. I love you no less. His act was wrong but, you were not. I wish that I would have been able to see you, to hold you, to be the mother that I know I could be. I am sorry that my grief for you was short lived for you. I had to shut it all out of my mind. I realize even more now how much you meant to me. Up there you are now watching over your Mommy and taking care of your siblings.
I know that I don't have to tell you this but for my own peace of mind. Be a good girl and take care of your brothers and sisters. I love you with all my heart and wish that I would have known you for a longer period of time. I cry for you sometimes. If there would have been something for me to do to keep you here, I would have with everything in me. My heart aches for the things that might have been and the things that never will be.
I have pictured you from time to time thinking of how you would look. I have seen you with light skin, light brown hair and your Mommy's hazel eyes. With freckles across your whole body like me too. You would have been a good baby. I love you forever!
