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dear nick,


       I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all that I've caused, and I know your the type of person who would say "oh don't be sorry" but I mean it. its all my fault. and I've come to realise that now. I took so much from you, and you were always so patient. but I was too selfish to think about how that could make you feel. 


and when I'm gone, you cant miss me. u don't need to. I know you probably wont anyway, I don't think anyone will. because I don't have anyone. but if I go, I can be happy, with my parents, and I'm sure George will be there pretty soon. my family's up there, yours is down here, so care for them. care for Floris, clay, Alex, Thomas, your mother and your father. because god how I wished I could care for mine. I cant really say anything else, I don't have time. but listen to me, Im Karl Jacobs, just a bakery boy who lives in the kingdom you rule... forget me.


see you on the other side.


from, 

                          a stranger

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