Not even him

CHAPTER 14

At first I felt like I couldn't hear anything but slowly my hearing was coming to me. Soon I was able to take in all my surroundings. Liam held me rocking back and forth ording the boys around. They didn't know what happened to me. I don't think I can even say it out loud. I was on the floor weak. I was in pain. Somehow I wasn't crying, not even a single tear. I finally started listening from what I could hear Louis had got all the guys over to where I was and Niall was on the phone with Paul who was on his way. Zayn was checking on how I was physically. Everyone seemed panicked even though they didn't know what happened.

Once Zayn was done checking on me he and Liam decided to try to get out of this place. Zayn picked me up from one side while Liam helped on the other. Louis and NIall made sure that I wasn't seen by people so no word was out. Liam and Zayn got me out to the font of the house where we were met by Paul. I was still pretty zoned out, all I could think about was him. His hands. His touch. His breath down my neck. His harsh tone. They had loaded me into the car and Zayn and Liam were talking to Paul. The only word I heard was Hospital. I immediately listened in. "He's got some bad bruising and I wouldn't doubt a broken bone or two." Zayn said talking to Paul."He's definitely traumatized too. I'm not sure what happened to him exactly but we need to get him some help. I think he's bleeding too." Liam said in a concerned voice. "Ok, get in the car we'll drive him to the nearest hospital. Just be careful with him."

The car ride felt extremely long even though it was only five minutes away. When we got there Louis helped me out of the car. Paul went straight up to the desk to tell them our situation while people came up to me and Louis with a gurney. Paul got us a private floor. We all sat quietly before a doctor came in to examine me. "Hey, I'm just to check you out and see what we've got going on. Would you like someone to stay with you?" I looked around unsure and not sure if I should trust my voice. "Y-yeah i- um Li-liam." the nurse nodded signalling for them to get out. They all nodded as well, got up and left silently. I continued to stare at the wall once they were gone.

The nurse gave me a gown to change into and left me for a moment to do so. "Do you have it or do you need help?" Liam asked from beside me. "N-no I got it just um-" "Oh, sorry I'll just turn around." Once he turned around I was still uncomfortable. It felt wrong. I quickly took off my shirt and put the gown on. "O-ok I'm go-good now." Liam went ahead and turned around before opening the door to tell the nurse she was good to come back in. "Ok, I'm just gonna take a look to see the extent of your injuries." "um sorry would you mind checking his hip. He was having a hard time walking on it earlier. It sempt to hurt him a lot." "I can go ahead and order an x-ray for that and his arm." Liam nodded pleased with that answer. "Ok i just want to check some of these other bruises especially on your ribs just for precaution." She said going to lift the gown to check my ribs. I stayed completely still staring straight ahead the whole time. She pressed on the bruises causing a slight whimper from me. I was extremely uncomfortable but I guess it helped that my nurse wasn't a man. Once she was done she came to the conclusion that I had a couple bruised ribs. We were now on our way to x-ray. I had asked if Liam could come with me. Right now it felt like he was the only one I could trust at the moment I was scared and still in shock.

The x-ray wasn't bad. The nurse said that I had sprained my wrist and dislocated my hip. She gave me some medicine for the pain and said that the orthopedics doctor would be in soon to help set my hip back in place. Liam and I sat in the room for a while waiting for the ortho doctor to come. He asked every five minutes how I was doing but I just couldn't respond. Our slightly awkward silence was broken by the door opening. "Hi there, you must be Harry. I'm Dr. Smith and I'm the ortho doctor. Resetting your Hip will be quick and easy. I'm just going to quickly bend and extend your leg to set it back in. it shouldn't be painful. Sound good?" I just nodded silently. I just want this nightmare to be over. As he went to rest my hip he placed one hand on the inside of my thigh which immediately gave me a million flashbacks to what had happened. I began to freak out, my breathing picked up and I sat up. There were tears brimming in my eyes. The doctor had stopped when I started to panic. "Woah, hey hey calm down Haz. calm down." I just looked at him. All I could do was shake my head as a few tears came down streamed down my face. He understood and asked for us to have a moment the doctor politely left.

"Haz you have to tell me what happened. You trust me. Your state now." I nodded trying to collect my nerves and all the right words. "I- i- there w-was a ma-man and he was hel-ping me find a bathroom and i w-was uncomfortable so I tried to g-ge to get to you but was barely able t-to and I h-hoped that you hea-heard me. But wh-when we got there he-he-'' my breathing was picking and Liam noticed. "It's ok to take your time. Breathe." it took a minute to settle down. " ok, um. When we got there he stopped m-me and pushed me into the bathroom." I took a second before having to say what happened out loud. "He hit me and hurt m-me bu-but then he um. He touched m-me and- Li, he r-ra-raped m-me." I started sobbing. I could see the anger in Liam's eyes for what happened. He was also hurt and sad but extremely angry for what that man had done to me and taken from me. Liam got up and sat by me slowly. "Is it ok if I sit with you?" "y-yeah." he quietly sat down."Harry it's ok I'm right here and your safe I will never let that happen to you again. We aren't going to hurt you ok I'm gonna go get the doctor. It's ok."

LIAM'S POV

I couldn't believe what Harry just told me. How could someone do that to him? I will never let anyone hurt him like that again. I'll protect him the best I can. I was off to find the doctor to see if maybe he could sedate him while he resets his hip. Before I went to find him I wanted to talk to the boys. As I approached them they all sat up expectantly. I don't know how to tell them. I have to, I don't want Harry to have to think about it again. "Hey guys." "Hey, Li, how's Harry doing? Is it ok, do you know what happened? Can we see him now-''''Lou, Lou calm down he's ok for the most part." "for the most part? What do you mean the most part Li?" Niall asked, concerned and confused. "Well Harry, he told me what happened but I think you all need to sit down." I waited for them to all get comfortable. I don't think we will all be the same after I tell them. "Ok, so what happened to Harry,Liam?"Paul asked all of them still concerned. "Well it turns out that when um Harry was going to find a bathroom he asked for help and a dude was helping him find it but Harry was uncomfortable and when they got to on-one the man um he wouldn't leave him al-alone and he um well he. Harry got r-ra-rape-raped."I just let the tears flow down. "D-did har-harry tell you that?" niall just about whispered. "Y-yeah" "ok well I'll get the doctor maybe we can convinvince Harry to do a rape kit." Paul said as he now had to take charge.

Poor Harry never deserved any of it.