My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 3

Will You Be My Forever?

"Life sure is strange...and they say we only came this way once."

"I heard someone on TV say that the world is getting worse everyday."

"Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens."

"Happiness is anyone and anything else that is loved by you." - Charlie Brown

Your POV

A forbidden love story of mine has no exception for me, whether if it's good or bad. On a search for someone who I really like, but where can I find him in this lonely place? He must be around out there, I'm sure. I guess the answer to my prayers will give me a sign.

I wonder if that blonde-haired boy is calling my name and whispers my ears as the wind blows. Love will follow me everywhere I go. If roses are like kisses of his fair soft lips, I can taste the pure sweetness. He was the honey to my pie, that gives me euphoria.

I will find him soon...like I was staring into my reflection and says, 'you can do this'. But what if he doesn't like me or dumps me? I can still feel his presence somewhere. Maybe he must be lost, but that boy is just a figment of my vivid imagination; as if he were a spirit.

A perfect boyfriend doesn't exist in the real world where I lived. He was always in my head, even my dreams everytime I fell fast asleep at night. As a vision but he didn't appear physically. The boy is visible to my own very eyes, seeing him as an imaginary friend.

Imagine that is a symptom, rather than a coping mechanism as a psychological effect of my broken mind, whenever I just feel....well, so empty inside. I don't think I'll ever find him here. Looking for a lost boyfriend will give me lots of unconditional love I deserve.

I hope he's kinda cute like a hot anime character I watched on television. Yet, I haven't seen him in a while now. But in reality, he wasn't there. But in my eyes, I am just a regular fan in the crowd. Of course, things have changed entirely. I waited so long for this to happen.

I hoped my wish will ever come true, if only he was here by my side when my life has turning upside-down. But that boy with blonde hair never notices me while I was sitting on a bench and eat my lunch at school. This felt like sharp thorns pierced through my flesh...

Actually, I used to cover my face with a book in front just in case because of my shyness. And there he is! He began to notice me...looking straight in the eyes! But unfortunately, I was interrupted by a bunch of cool girls who I don't really know them. It was too late for me...

Love is in the air to where my special someone has miraculously come to life. His blonde hair swayed in the breeze so perfectly and sapphire blue eyes that shines like stars. I imagined him riding on a horse with a sword in hand...wait, what am I thinking?!

This is all just a dream of someone who I liked! It felt like I cannot get to sleep whenever I get nightmares. Why can't he be real?! What if I'll never see him again and leave me behind? In other words, I have these thoughts about him but it still hurts a lot. Good grief...

Why do I feel like this? And where's the love? The major issue is I don't think I have it inside. See, this may seem kinda odd which my love life still hasn't found the true meaning yet. There's gotta be another way to confess him. What did I do next? How should I do it?

I just wanted to give him a surprise by showing a video attached to a projector. Words are written on love letters with fancy designs, such as hearts, flowers and Cupid's feathers. Like the ones that are used to computers or cinema films (in the 'Sad Sax' simp episode when Mordecai confessed CJ).