My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 3

I Am An Anti-Simp

Note: Much like 'Regular Show', an anti-simp is meant by five things.
* The person who supports the true meaning of gender equality and total oppose someone by using privileges when it suits them.
* A guy/girl who treats men/women and thinks anyone who doesn't do the same is a simp because he or she can't comprehend the idea of being a good persona.
* A true chad who believes that both genders are equal and thinks that women shouldn't be held in a higher regard just because they're female.
* The anti-simp complaints about someone not being a man/woman being playfully or extremely mean when it's inconvenient.
* Not just being nice to get favors and prospects as a simp, but shows to his/her affection and love for the man/woman in question means of teasing equally.

Your POV

I used to be a good child who has better looks and unique than anyone else. A young girl like me who gives out more attention about unconditional love to the people she always cared about and desperately needed in her little world where everything is perfect.

It was fine...I have a happy childhood when I was a kid in the past back then. No worries, filled with joy as my own colorful imagination runs wild freely and life is simple. The only ones I have ever had will always be there for me throughout the journey I went.

But however, my experience as a child has come to a terrible end. When I see tough kids I've encountered at school, I got beaten up and targeted by bullies. It was awful in my elementary years....too bad I'm not strong enough to fight back and also, I couldn't do anything.

Helpless, weak, pathetic...those are the words that came from them and some others are used to call me by disgusting names. The only ones I have left are my parents. But when I tried to tell them what happened, there's something that is not right. I was confused and I didn't know what to do next.

What I heard from my parents is they don't love me anymore. To my shocking surprise, they never notice or look up to me....like I didn't exist in this world. Now I am all alone, locked up my room and huddled in the corner as I sobbed. The family I know has broked.

While they are arguing at each other, I was forced to imagine myself living in my dreams that are vividly appeared inside my own head. I couldn't let my perfect world fallen into pieces....I just cannot take it anymore. Shaking in fear as I slowly began to hallucinate. Voices whispers through the back of my mind.

It says that I don't belong here. And of course, I am the one who sees it in my own eyes. My mind has turned against me, in which this leads me to complete sanity and craziness. I don't know how to handle my mental health. But to my parents, they probably thought I was just talking to myself.

The worst part of me is I was diagnosed with schizophrenia after the fight and bullying from school because I'll never go to that horrid place ever again. Also, I'm useless to stand up for myself due to severe trauma. Crap....I don't know how much longer it will take.

*~Years later~*

I have grown to be a teenager. But still, my memory as a child traumatizes me. In high school, I have dealt with many pressures, frustration and lots of stress that I cannot concentrate. What about my parents? Well....I guess they don't need me no more. All I ever wanted is to have someone who loves me.

So I went through town and then, I saw a cute blonde-haired boy who catches my eyes for the first time. Maybe he can help me move on...but no, he was just merely an invisible illusion or delusion. When I see boys who I really liked but then likes other girls better than me, I became jealous and anger issues.