My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 3

Abuser Demon

Note: Warning! The reader has many crimes of abuse, like the ones portrayed in 'South Park' and some are made up. Read at your own risk. Viewer discretion is advised.
1. Physical
2. Mental
3. Social/sexual
4. Emotional
5. Slavery
6. Territory
7. Enemy/friend
8. Bullying
9. Romance
10. Hostage
11. Torture
12. Child/family
13. Animal
14. Domestic
15. Alcohol
16. Substance/drug

"Which one is gonna be? Are you gonna ditch out with me or you wanna disobey the teacher's stupid rule?!" - Eric Cartman

"You need to have a life. Have fun, and then ruin it by having a serious relationship." - Kyle Broflovski

"I just realized there's a lot of painful times in life, so I better learn to deal with it the right way." - Stan Marsh

"I died over and over. I woke up on my bed like nothing happened! I know there will be no point telling you." - Kenny McCormick

"I kind of realize there's just people like you out there all over the place. When you were a kid, things seem like they're gonna last forever...but they're not. Life changes. You won't always be around, someday you're gonna die...someday pretty soon." - Butters Stotch

Your POV

I used to hate the people who stabs my back and call me names. I entered the dark side, due to all of the abuse games I went through of my whole life. From a good girl winning with kindness to a whiny little runt who goes on a tolerate escapade. I have a very angry heart and a foul sharp tongue when I speak or talk to others. Sure, sarcasm is my specialty.

That's what I do. Inside, I was pretended to be nice around everybody. But outside, I have smartness and psychopathic tendencies like malpractice. However, this might be the latter...deep down I become hostile, playing dumb to hide it and tough enough to have the power I hold in my hands.

When I heard someone would say, "why are you so mean?", I just replied to them with a hated snappish tone and raise my voice out loud. I acted ignorant in front of the crowd, especially when I wasn't listening or paying attention. Of course, I have the right to be angry. As a kid, you got to remember that. 😡😡

Spit bad jokes as facts or dark humor that are bit realistic and being judgemental, like 'no skills and you're a loser'. I laughed at everyone's pain, wear a mad 'Patrick Star' expression all over my face and oh, yes...that's TNOP (it stands for totally not our problem). I may be the bad guy, but I feel like a sympathetic antagonist.

You don't have the right to treat or judge them, per say. The demon inside me is in my head when I look in the mirror, as if were my soul is betrayed. I can sense it from behind. An abuser can't stand a chance against me. When I see others who tries to mess with me, that's what you get and the entire universe just hates you no matter what.

Life is messed up, love is death, drink happiness in a bottle and get wasted by alcohol. It's called 'living life to the fullest', but turning up the craziness around as if you are some kind of drug-addicted hippie. You will get to met the worst people in the world, the dumb people what you believe that is really stupid.

I mean, duh...I wouldn't be here in this mess. Maybe if I would do that to anyone like I was supposed to, then none of this would have happen. On my own perspective, it has no difference at all either. But in my eyes, I imagined the people are nothing but wild, idiotic savages. Disgusting, way tougher and as cruel as I am. I cut myself, is that better?!