My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 3

I Am A Sexual Predator

Note: A sexual predator means the person who seeks out sexual contact with another person in a predatory abusive manner.

Your POV

I was born with neglected parents as a child. I also get attention from them for showing unconditional love. I too was once a happy kid and I can do anything I ever wanted in my whole entire life. I have some friends and family....all the people who cared about me so much.

When life is turning upside-down, they are important to me as always. As a kid, an attention seeker who deserves more love I needed. That changes me forever. Well, sort of. Sometimes, it seemed like I do most everyday. The life of a unique child is just plausible, I think.

So, yeah....everything went perfectly fine back then, before some bad things is going to happen in the future ahead of me. Yet, I know the outside world is so scary and tempting. To my curiosity, I wonder what's it like....but no, I feel a bit scared. There are dark walls filled with gloomy vibes around it.

It goes like this. First, it all happened at my elementary years. Little my parents know that I was doing a good effort and I am very proud of my talent. Anyway, I do have better grades but until....those tough kids at school are always keep on picking up on me. Was that something I did it wrong? And why?

One time, I was doing my hobbies well done when those big bullies who gets to ruin my favorite livelihood; such as the projects I build or any artsy handicraft stuff. That was the worst part I tripped by their feet as I fell down, which this caused my talent has teared apart.

It took me hours to make it but now, it's destroyed. Look what I've done...thanks to them. Being a crybaby to a stubborn feisty brat who traumatized ever since at a young age. The first time I tried to fight back but no, I became violent like I learned from a gangster.

After the events at school, my parents are disappointed in me. I locked up in my room to avoid any contact as I hide under the bed or cover myself in thick blankets. I wear a mask and I pretend to be happy, not to let anyone show my face in the sunlight again.

I'm smiling because I look dead inside. Emotionless, unhappy and so alone like an island to isolate from outside. I can hear my parents arguing as I cover my ears with headphones to prevent all the noise that are too loud from hearing it. I keep my eyes closed tightly when my subconscious began to show up.

Then, I started to hear distorted voices in my head as I open my eyes. Familiar faces like I've seen some characters on a TV show or was it just a videogame? My whole new world has created in my mind, reach my hand out to feel them as if were made of thin air. Also, I can sense inner demons are watching me.

But am I the one who sees it? My wild imagination is my coping mechanism. This slowly driven me to insanity. I can still see them....a small smile appeared on my face as I forced to live in my own invisible little world and escape from real troubles. This has also changed me entirely...and for the better.

*~Years later~*

As I grew up, things aren't the same as before but flashbacks of bullying still remains in my memory, like the ones at elementary school when I was a little kid; and the worst one at that. See, I am forever alone now. My parents are no longer with me, because the effects of my mental health.

I suffered from childhood trauma due to the fight I had encountered...and my world. But this made my head hurts so painfully. Everytime I went inside the school, I can hear voices coming from others. Psychological delusions of dark figures are looking at me like I've seen ghosts here and there.

Some have pointed their fingers with scary smiles. I tried to cover my ears tight to snap out of it but no use. These demons....are my illusion, as if were a glitch or a monster that lives inside my trapped soul. So I ran away from the building as I pick up the pace.