(Y/N) In Dreamland

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A love story of mine is much different than anyone else, unlike the ones from a fairytale in movies which is not real. Actually, it never existed to where does it came from as if were a rollercoaster. The feelings of love is what I truly need and I deserve to be happy.

To be honest, it's not like my best cup of tea or something. Ohh, I think I'm a wee bit nervous about this for the very first time. If love were roses, I shall send my affection to the cute boy who I've been infatuated with. I was determined if I should tell him my confession.

But I am afraid that I can't do this alone. Ever thought of everything, have you? Nor neither if I have to, which is not the case on my watch. Or was it really that necessary? No, it isn't...I don't know. In other words, I am probably not sure he really likes me. Good grief. 😞😞

Apparently, I was just wondering if that blonde-haired boy will get to notice me, like if he were my senpai. For the first time of my life, I need some attention. I gotta find a way to gave him back. But the only main question is, where should I start? That boy I've been looking for is must be out there...I hope.

My love life is just suffering, as if were sharp knives. It breaks my heart so bad to see him fade away into thin air. The bane of my existence who never really appeared here in my own materialistic world. Too bad everybody doesn't have a perfect boy like mine.

I can see a small spark in his blue eyes. The face of a hot angel brings me tears of sadness mixed with emotions I have felt inside my chest, like the butterflies. A charming boy that loves me....every bit of a true blue and a loving heart. So that's how I feel love is.

If he was there for me, I won't be alone anymore. Ahh, yes...young love indeed. I remember like it was yesterday. See, I used to read romance novels ever since in high school years when I first fell in love with him. Blonde locks, deep blue eyes, soft kissable lips and so incredibly attractive features.

Luckily, I guess he notices me and he gives himself a flirty wink. I blushed in shades of pink as I let out a dreamy sigh and a cheeky smile on my face. Well, it was love at first sight. Big hearts have appeared in my own eyes like an anime fangirl I loved to watch on Saturday.

Back in the day, I was too shy, timid and nervous while twiddling my fingers in unease because the euphoria made me feel so insecure, like a 'Charlie Brown' type I was. That was the moment I tried my best to win his heart and I want to impress him by using my talent skills over a hundred times.

Unfortunately, I failed and it was too late. My confession is unfinished. I give him lots of gifts but I let myself drown and my ship has sailed. Being such an unrequited lover who doesn't deserve someone I truly care about. I felt my heart has ripped apart. I just couldn't do anything to say it.

All this time, I have been thinking about him and fantasy thoughts that are still lingering inside my head, as if were an old record player. Should I just drop by and walk my way towards his house to see him in person? Say 'I love you' with the same cheeky smile in front of his door? But he thinks I'm a fool.

 Should I just drop by and walk my way towards his house to see him in person? Say 'I love you' with the same cheeky smile in front of his door? But he thinks I'm a fool

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