My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 3

Escapist Love

Your POV

As a child, I have vivid dreams inside my head. The only ability I had that can create my own imaginary world where it cannot be seen in the physical realm. A mysterious land filled with peace, joy and many colors I can see...on a search to find love alone.

One thing that came to my mind and it gives me attention, in which is I cannot describe it. So, I was wondering if that blonde-haired boy might be out there looking for me....somewhere, I hope so. But my dreams of a loved one will stay remain inside within my soul.

I feel like being stumbled in the middle of nowhere. Like a ghostly spirit being lost in a dark abandoned place where I see no people walking on the streets. A gut feeling hit me inside my chest like butterflies, but trapped in a thick foggy haze covered the whole area.

All of it is...completely empty. Existence depression, the only feeling I have ever felt and the escapism in my head is just sad to take it much longer. Although, it doesn't even matter to my emotionless thoughts. I cannot seemed to make it go away as if were a time machine.

Still, these imaginable vivid dreams are my only coping mechanism rather than having lucid dreams that felt kinda real to me. I don't know why. It does seem a little strange....but I was thinking about that blonde-haired boy will notice me and unconditional love towards him.

He could be waiting for me on the other side of this secluded place....I can feel it in my veins. Is it just me or was it I hear the cool chilly air that blew swiftly my surroundings. But where am I supposed to find my precious dream boy in time before it's too late? Then how should I try to confess my feelings to him?

Only heaven knows what to do with my prayers that are still haven't given me a simple answer for this longing special moment of our lives; just the two of us and nobody else's. I always wanted to make it special for us. If he was here, I won't have to worry anymore.

I wonder what's our perfect world is like. Could it be magical? Some kind of another dimension? Or as soft as clouds in heaven? I can't tell which one is right for me. I don't think I'm ready for this just to make it happen. I probably need to get this off my chest.

So anyways, everytime when I see that adorable blonde-haired boy walked by passed the roadway, I get a tight feeling in my stomach like an old rope while I was eating my favorite ice cream. Aww, good grief....he didn't see me or look up to me. There is nothing like the taste of sweetness of unrequited love.

I was reading a romance novel book or a gossip magazine to cover up my face just trying to get his attention towards me. So that's because I am just nervous, awkward and too shy. The worst of all, I couldn't control the blush on my face. Why did I do that?

A relationship about love has nothing to deal with my problems. Still stuck in a world where I thought the other side didn't exist. But what if I can't see him? See, I know this may sound odd but I gotta find a way to go look for him. Let alone going on a search could be this reckless, I don't know...

My lost boyfriend could be anywhere. This world is nothing the same like him, as if we were just strangers who didn't know each other very well. Maybe a figment of my imagination or a ghostly illusion that appeared in my head. But am I the one who can see him?

A perfect dream boy didn't exist. Then I guess I'm not alone here. As I see some attractive guys are walking around on the streets, too bad they are just not my type and neither did I found the right boy in town. Unbeknownst to my mind, I am just a regular normal fangirl in the crowd. Good grief again...

I sighed deeply as I let my head down and cover up with my hoodie jacket to hide my face, just to be sure not to let anyone see me in a sad depressed state. I also made this heart container with laces, the size of a huge teddy bear as a gift for him. Chocolates, bouquet of red roses, love cards and heart pillows.