A Traumatized Heart

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Note: For all the fangirls, who do you choose to SIMP with? Balan or Lance from 'Balan Wonderworld' (Spoiler alert for this game and the novel!).

Note: For all the fangirls, who do you choose to SIMP with? Balan or Lance from 'Balan Wonderworld' (Spoiler alert for this game and the novel!)

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Your POV

I am more than just a normal simple girl who is different, unlike ordinary people I've seen on the streets like the kids about my age. An introverted type of person and a bipolar schizophrenic with multiple emotions or feelings that are in a combined together.

Which means life is really harsh for me. I guess that I just don't understand it. I tried everything to impress myself and my talent. But except me....you know, the only me. I just find it hard to think about that and all of it is filled with a boring crappy mess. Who knows?

Oh, sure...one of this wouldn't happen. Unfortunately, the entire world around me thinks I'm such a despicable human being. Far distant like the tidal waves that splashed during a tropical storm and it crushes underneath against the rocky shore. Also, that resembles as my struggles and frustrations.

But things doesn't seem the way I have planned out. How should I put it first? See, everyone despise me differently because I don't even know why I exist; as if were an invisible ghost or a mask. Ugh...I am tired of pretending in front of the captive audience or background.

I literally get irritated, angry and hated. Maybe this is because the effect of my trauma when I encountered and trying to fight back my worst enemies. They judged me by the looks, call me names and 'adult' words spit on their mouths. I need to get some attention, but too bad. It didn't work out well.

Also, I am a failure in my class. All of them thought I was better than the rest, like as cute as a button; which it was meant for my uniqueness and 'special' skills. Some students are not interested in me with dirty glares on their faces, because I have nothing to do it right.

They all laughed at me, targeted by big bullies and get scolded for not doing anything. As I snapped, I told them to keep my distance away. One step closer or I probably lose my sanity, like I got being held at the mental institution. My worst luck of all, I ended up feeling disappointed for myself.

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