Note: For the fans, which side do you choose? Goth, emo or vampire? A conformist or a poser? Here are some playlist.
1. Goth kids theme
2. All in your head
3. Darkness deep inside
4. Coldwave mix
'South Park' may be an adult show, not just the disgusting jokes but some episodes dealt with serious real-life issues. Like toxic people, politics, dealing with psychopaths or pedophiles, religion, family problems...and so on.
"If you wanna be one of the non-conformists, all you have to do is dress just like us and listen to the same music we do." - Michael
"Life is pain, life is only pain. We're all taught to believe in happy fairytale endings, but there is blackness. Dark, depressing loneliness that eats your soul." - Pete Thelman
"Shallow life, drowning alone, I gasped for air. That's how I feel when my mother abuses me, I want to escape so she can't hurt me no more." - Henrietta Biggle
"Nobody's stopping Cthulhu. All will be sadness. Life will become death and I will watch the crimson blood leak from your neck." - Firkle Smith
Your POV
Death and sadness everywhere
Loneliness and degradation
Nightmares every night
Poser spouting, 'let's go shopping'
I like spiders, loss and rain
I'm only happy when I'm in pain
Why am I here? Why do I deserve this while all the people around me...looks so happy and enjoying life? I can see my reflection as a wild beast that eats my soul, like the darkness has swallowed me straight into the deepest place underneath the earth I was standing on. Of course, it can be harsh at times.
As far as I've concerned, both a poser and a nihilistic conformist like myself is how I really felt. Deep under the rabbit hole where the sinister darkness locates and lurks through every corner of the walls. Inside, I used to be a good girl with a heart of gold and full of exciting life. I don't want to talk about my feelings.
But outside, I am an emo goth wearing black clothes as my personal color. I always smile when I am in horrible pain while everybody is having fun. Some of them didn't know why I exist. Not much of a party animal, yet I only drink bottles of soda pop instead of alcoholic beer. Or maybe a cup of warm coffee...that would be nice.
You know what they say, it's bad for your health. In my subconscious mind, I can hear them whisper and distorted noises in the background as if were a vampire's sense of hearing. An emo's quote, 'life is pain' or 'love is dead' truly hurts my chest. Is this what real pain feels like?
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My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 3
Romance"(Y/N), this will be our story. Remember, pray for me and I can send a message for you. Promise me, I will always be with you forever until the end of time. Our love is strong like arrows to my heart. But you are all alone and I know why you cannot...
