My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 3

At The Age Of 17

Note: In this chapter, imagine if your life is just like living in 'South Park' and the whole world is messed up. Here are some music videos as a tribute and a portrayal of teenage angst issues.
1. Junky
2. Drama
3. Family
4. I hate my mom
5. Don't threaten me

"Listen up, people! I have ANXIETY!! That means I'm in my shell and have a hard time expressing myself!" - Eric Cartman

"You're supposed to be my best friends and you just treated me like nothing." - Kyle Broflovski

"Everything is upside down. Everyone is taking sides and splitting into groups. Everything sucks." - Stan Marsh

"If you don't believe us, then you don't have a choice. Pull the trigger!" - Kenny McCormick

"I can't lie, it felt kinda good. At first, but since then all I have is just a dark empty feeling. Then I realized...and that's how you must feel all the time." - Butters Stotch

Your POV

I hate myself
I hate my life
I hate this world
I hate all the pain

All my boring life I used to live in a quiet world. A place where I want to get isolated from the outside. I see things that doesn't make sense to me or was it just in my head, I don't know why. For the first time I ever felt when I was a kid, I never had anything to enjoy or exploit myself. Lack of friends, the world is just a whole fever dream and the people are too loud.

Even though I went through all the years of pain and suffering, lots of failures I face but I didn't make it. I experienced a very rough journey of growing up. Not to mention, I just don't feel like it at all. I know, adult life is stupid. I sorta began to hate it, which is just too much for my liking. Everything just sucks.

I refused to listen any to them as I daydream about my own happy place. As I grow up in my early teens, things have seriously turned out for the worst as my behavior is changed. I began to hate everybody. I get mad at others when I'm not feeling better or not in a good mood. Kids these days don't know what it's like growing to adulthood.

I tried to hide the horrid pain by showing a smile on my face, which it was forced and laughing through the sad times. As I reached at the age of 17, I started to act differently that I've never felt before. That's strange...this unnerving sensation have went straight towards my brain like electrical waves as my blood pressure coursing through my veins.