i knew you all my life,
still you would hide.
space and time,
lies and more lies.
just the thought of us away would pain,
so did the things that couldn't have been explained.
we'll fix this, he said,
and he went to bed.
all alone i was left again,
we'll fix this when?
it hurts me emotionally,
it hurts me physically.
tears of blood i shed,
please leave my head.
my ceiling makes more sense
than the fact that we were more than just friends.
you saw it coming,
i saw it hurting.
neither of us let it affect,
i am just trying to merge with the rest.
thought of love as magic
turns out its just tragic.
i am lonely,
trapped hoping to be freed.
