i lie to myself,
i lie myself to sleep.
hoping it would end all my miseries,
i still wish to see you smile,
hoping it would mend my heart, and everything would be fine.
you are fucking gorgeous,
but your love hurt me, it was deadly dangerous.
i keep all the pain deep inside,
the scars leave wounds open and wide.
i still hope to try,
after all you were my whole life.
will tomorrow be different?
i dont think so, the pain feels permanent.
i lie to give myself hope,
you lied and you let go of the rope.
