what was i to him all along?
did i intervene?
was i supposed to be gone?
came to me, when he needed me,
but left when i needed him, left me on my knees.
broke all my walls emotionally,
he exploited me.
was i just a game he played to kill time?
did all my insecurities seem like lies?
kept asking for my help every day,
and i would alleviate his problems in every way.
all hoping to end up in his arms one day,
but i was left in pain.
he exploited me,
i no longer am able to fall asleep.
he exploited me,
and i let him.
he exploited me,
i'd let him exploit me again,
bcuz i love him, it'll be worth feeling guilty.
i exploited him too,
by falling in love with him, by talking to him whenever i was blue.
exploit me, baby,
i need you more than it seems.
