I want to avoid pain,
so I stay away.
why can't it stop hurting?
I can't keep lying...
faking smiles,
mending endless lies.
blinking back my tears,
trying to disappear.
I thought you'd stay forever,
but I guess was i "use and throw", I wasn't her.
you came to me only when you needed me,
not when I needed you, not when I needed help to sleep.
I'll be fine,
I'll hurt inside, hang on by a thin line.
did you ever wake up in the middle of the night and wondered if I was okay?
I did, for you, I would pray.
"don't give up yet" I'd tell you,
then that's exactly what I'd do.
I left, yes again,
I can't handle the pain.
you'll be upset for a day or maybe an hour,
but then you'll find someone else,
and I'll cover up this scar.
