This time I'm sure
I told you before
But now I see
It's you that's been killing me
Before this week I wondered if it was you
That kept me awake crying blurring my view
Or was I just lonely?
But now I'm surround by friends
This used to be my happy place
But now it reminds me of all the love we had.... do you think of me when you sit in our spot at the library? Do you remember when I kissed you in the elevator? Do you remember when I sat behind you at the hall and waited for you to notice that I traveled 8 hours just to see your smile? Do you remember us eating at that Italian place on the corner of the plaza? Or playing uno on the floor of ur room....
I look at your pictures every night and caress my phone remembering when I could feel your cheek. I know you cry and can't stop hurting. You try to hide it but I was married to you I know you better than anyone. I remember the love you had for your sisters and how you literally hurt yourself because you felt guilty.I know you can't stop thinking about me. But why don't you let me love you? Why don't we stop with this drama?
Always remember... I'll never. EVER. stop loving you because of that one chocolate milk bottle you bought when we were dating.
P.S. I hope your heart breaks when you read that last line as much as mine broke when I wrote it...
