I spent the last 4 days alone in vegas
Seeing sights that ive never seen
Its tons of fun here but you keep running through my mind
I wish you loved me enough to love me one more time.
I unblocked you last night when i had a few drinks
The more blurry that the night is, the more i start to think
Surrounded by people that would only piss you off
But even though your gone your the only one in my thoughts
I try my best
I fight so hard
To forget our stupid songs
But i cant quite bring myself to skip them every time that they come on
If i could wipe my memory away
I would do it in an instant so i could fall in love with you again
You were everything i wanted
Thats what makes it so damn hard
I dealt with all the heartache cause my heart is hard to handle even when its scarred
Surrounded by people and flashing lights
Knowing this is the center for parties and center of long nights
But i sit at this table all alone
Looking at our photos makes me want to throw my phone
I saw ur bio says you are starting a new life
Im glad to see your moving on from when you were my wife
Im trying my best to do the exact same
But every time im lonely i know youre the one to blame
Im holding true to my promises even though your gone
I havnt moved on i just sit here on my own
Every time a girl talks to me
My brain starts getting nervous and i feel really guilty
Cause i know if you could see youd start to cry
I still care about your feelings and i still cant tell you why
I dont think we will ever start to work
Distance is the best for us until we are in the dirt
But the thought of july 4th still makes me cry
That line made me feel the same as the day you said goodbye
My hearts still shattered, broken on the floor
I dont do well alone i know that all too well for sure
I dont know if you ever loved me
Or if you even know what love is
I did my best to give you the live youd like to live
But youd rather break my heart than care for it
