Caring too much
Losing my cool
Missing you too much
Looking like a fool
Funny how as soon as communication drops
Doubts rise and fill that spot
Your mind converses with your fears
And the product is terrifying and the ramifications last years
Doubts manifest the worst case scenrio as the most likely
But jealousy manifests the percieved fear as true
Because i feel that my fear is the fear of losing you
And jealousy never came natural
But now my heart has a stronger pull
Maybe its because ive never cared this much
Maybe its because my brain is changing
Reality is draining
Balance is hard to find
And fears are making me lose my piece of mind
