a letter to me at 35

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Hey man im writing you this as a note from the past
Of how you felt at your lowest point when you lost the love that you hoped would last
I hope your alive and i hope you are well
Cause right now in this moment it feels like im living in hell
Don't forget this pain its what will make you grow
I hope it makes you better and proves that you are good to the ones you already know.
Are you still alone?
Is she still on your mind every day and your favorite contact in your phone?
Is she in the next room?
Or did she fade into your memories like a shadow overtakes the moon.
Are you still in florida or somewhere new?
Do you still play too many games cause youre bored and dont know what to do?
Are you happy where you are?
Right now i feel lost and my emotions are at war.
Its 2:07 AM when im writing this note
I hope your more responsible now because if you arnt then theres no hope
23 is supposed to be the best years of your life
But right now it feels like my days are spent alone wishing i was with my wife.
Did the pain fade away?
Right now its hard to stay sober from day to day.

I hope wherever you are and whatever your doing you are happy... cause after dealing with all this heartache you deserve it.

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