Here I go thinking in my mind again
Here I go drowning in my pain again
Here you go stabbing through my heart again
Here I go missing my best friend again
Never understand how I hurt you so
Never understand why you had to go
Never understand why you won't pick up the phone
I made some mistakes now im all alone
I know that you think that I'm a fake
And that our love was just a mistake
But please know you are on my mind
Not just now and then but all the time
My heart hurts when I think of you
It's not a metaphor to say I'd die for you
That will never change no matter what you do
You can believe me or not now it's up to you
No matter what you are my life
When you are gone my days are full of strife
Remembering the days you were happy to be my wife
Now those memories just stab me like a knife
Your name is like a curse word in my brain
I try to heal but I refrain
From mentioning you because I feel disdain
Because of all the hurt I feel along with pain
Sometimes I feel like I should just stop
Like a bad picture that you have to crop
Erase me from your memory like dirt to a mop
I guess my life is destined to be a flop
To be played to the beat of:
https://youtu.be/zxYwSGagTJs
