𝑬𝑵𝑯𝒀𝑷𝑬𝑵 | ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇ-ꜱʜᴏᴛꜱ

S U N O O

I put random story ideas here if ever I want to make a full story out of it. So yeah I'm just gonna put this right here, so relax and enjoy!

(While I was writing this story, I was inspired by the movies, Five Feet Apart and The Fault in Our Stars. 100% recommended and you guys should watch it!)

Soojin's POV

"Thank you, Mr. Bae. Next person please!" The mentor said

The people turned their heads and looked at me which gave me shivers down my spine.

Knowing it was my turn to speak, I couldn't let out a single word.

"Tell us when you're ready, honey." She said and I nodded

I took a deep breath and let the air out.

"Hi, I'm Yun Soojin and I have S-Social Anxiety." I stutter

I don't want to be in a place where I'm tortured with eyes around me. The sight of people around is killing me.

I try to control myself from having a panic attack right now or my parents will kill me.

"Everybody say hello to Ms. Yun!" She smiled and everyone greeted me

I'm gonna have nightmares about this later on.

"So, Ms. Yun or can I call you Soojin instead?" She asked and I nodded

"Ok, Soojin since when did you start having social anxiety?"

Oh shit. I'm now answering a question, what are you doing!? say something?!

"N-nine years!" I said as my hands start to sweat

"Honey, are you okay? Do you want something to drink?" She asked

"Yes please." I said as she hands me a cup of water

"Nine years. That's a lot to take. I'm sorry, Soojin." She said

"It's okay." I said

"Let me help you relax. Slowly breathe in and close your eyes," She said

"Trust me," she said

That doesn't help me trusting a person who I've just met today.

"You're fine. Just slowly breathe in, think about something that makes you feel relax right now." She said and I followed her instructions

"Then once you have it, imagine that thing is around you in this room, could be a place, a thing, someone, or just plain nothing. It helps you to control yourself and supports you. Now, hang on to it and never leave it." She said

Not gonna lie, this actually helps.

All I could think about was the voice I heard at the garden a year ago.

That voice was the only thing that could keep me calm.

"Does that make you feel any better?" She asked and I nodded

"Alright! Just hang onto it and whenever you feel pressured or your anxiety strikes up. Think about what makes you feel relax. Imagination helps stimulate our minds and helps us be more creative, I do this when I feel flustered during school."

"Daydreaming. Yes, I'm a daydreamer. Now everyone, I want you all to do the same thing and imagine things that make you happy and calm." She said and looks at me

"Thank you, Ms?" I asked and she smiled

"Call me Ms. Lina" she said and went back to her chair

"Alright everyone, take a deep breath and-" She was about to continue and the door suddenly swung open revealing a tall and pale guy walking towards us.

"You're late," Ms. Lina said with a dissapointing look on her face

Is she mad about him? What did he do?

"I have two good reasons, One, I woke up late. Two, This place is stupid. So, better late than never." He said in sarcastic tone and sat down across from me

Those aren't TWO good reasons.

"Well, true. Anyways, since you came very late introduce yourself to everyone." She said

He rolls his eyes and puts his bag down,

"I'm Kim Sunoo and I have Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)" he said

We all greeted him hello and suddenly our eyes met.

.

"Alright! I'll see you guys next meeting! Bye!" She said and went to me

"Soojin, feeling a bit better already?" She asked

"Yes. Thank you." I said

"I know it's your first time and it's pretty hard dealing with your disorder. I want to help you and stop it, is it okay with you if you can come back for another meeting?" She asked

"After what happened earlier? Sure. I think I can handle a group of people." I said

"Thank you so much! See you next meeting, Soojin!" She said and offered her hand

"What's this?" I asked her

"Oh! It's a handshake," she said and teaches me how

"Oh okay! See you!" I said and shook her hand

As I head outside, I turned around and waved her goodbye.

I moved 2 steps forward still looking from the back and not being aware what's infront of me, I bumped into something....or someone...which made  me fall into the floor.

"Watch where you're going!" I hear a guy's voice

I look up and it was that Sunoo guy.

"Oh, it's you." He said and leaves me behind still on the floor

You jerk.

Kkeut.

I know I told you guys that I was not going to update....buttt I've already made this one like a month agooooo..this story was still on my drafts and yeh... I'm sorry.

Also, lemme know what you guys think about this story! Thanks luv u!