Princess². | Maknae Line.

17 : Make it work.

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"Ya-yah calm down.."

Maya cried harder on Sana's shoulder, the japanese girl stroking her best friend's hair.

Besides both of them being overflowed with work, Sana spent her day off with Maya, knowing how depressed she was.

First of all the scandal.

Even though BigHit clarified the situation, some netizens didn't believe it and were still sending her hate, death threats and calling her names. She was never in that situation, and adding how overworked she was, it was too overwhelming.

She didn't deserve any of this, she was confused. She didn't understand why people were being so noisy or bashing her over a picture.

Even though she really was in a relationship with Jungkook, the picture was clearly misleading.

And then of course, the break up. Even though she was the one who broke it off, she didn't want to, but it felt like the best thing to do.

She couldn't control her sobs, soaking Sana's hoodie, the brunette holding her tightly, kissing her forehead to cheer up her best friend.

"I tried to do things right Sana-yah ! I tried and I failed miserably !" Maya sobbed. "I still see the look on their faces, everyone ! PD-nim, the members, Jungkook, Jimin, Taehyung and now.. And now everyone hates me and.. What did  I even do ?!"

"You did nothing wrong Maya-yah, you did all you could but-"

"But it's never enough ! I'm tired of not feeling like I'm enough and ending up disappointing everyone around me !" Maya cut her off, crying harder. "And.. And-"

"Maya-yah people will move on, no one is disappointed in you." Sana reassured her, rubbing her back.

"I made everything worse Sana-yah, everything !  I.. I always give so much, why can't I receive anything back ? I.. I'm tired of feeling used, used by everyone for everything !" Maya shouted, feeling angry in her sadness.

Sana looked at her silently as she stood up, sniffing and wiping her tears angrily.

"Everything was fine ! Everything was fucking fine and.. And someone had to ruin it, fuck Dispatch ! And fuck all of those people who can't mind their business and.. Fuck me for being this stupid.." She came back to sadness quickly, her lower lip quivering.

She felt like carying the world on her back, everyone bashing her for whatever reason, calling her a slut for a supposed realtionship with Jungkook and the company kicking her out.

Some antis obviously waited for her to mess up, and now they had what they want : a reason to send her free hate.

The maknaes continiously texted her and claimed they can 'make it work', not trying to put themselves in her shoes once.

She was tired, exhausted, she wanted.. No, needed a break from everything, from.. From life.

"You're not stupid, you're just human.. People will move on quickly Maya-yah, it's gonna be alright, everything will be fine at the end I promise." Sana reassured her.

"I want.. I want to see my mom.. And my dad.. And Kibum-Oppa and.. And my members and I want to feel like I'm enough and.. Sana-yah~"

She broke in tears again, falling on the couch to hold Sana again. The japanese girl kissed the top of the ravenette's head, tightening her grip around her.

"I'm always trying so hard and no one acknowledges me, never ! Why am I even trying anymore ?" Maya sobbed in a small voice. "I'm tired Na-yah, so exhausted.."

Sana tightened her arms around her even more, feeling heartbroken by the sight.

She never saw Maya down like this, she always handled things well but she reached her breaking point.

She couldn't do it anymore, whatever it was.

That night, Maya kept crying in Sana's arms, hoping the day after would get better.

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(A/N)

bro i love my baby so much im fucking crying rn so there might be lots of typos and mistakes, I'm sorryyy

©️ASHLEY