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26 : A year.

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"You wanted to talk ?"

Maya nodded, giving Jimin a small smile.

It was the night of their first day in Malta.

While the others were making a mess in the house or showering, Maya decided to take Jimin to one of the bathrooms since it was the only rooms without cameras, preferable to have this conversation.

She sat on the counter as he stood up next to the door, his back against the wall.

"I think we have some things to discuss about what happened and.. And I really want things to go well now, since we're bound to be around each other often." She explained.

"I'm listening to you then, you know I don't like to be like that with you."

She nodded, taking a deep breath.

"I think that you're the one who accepted the breakup the best and I really thank you for that, but I want to know what you're thinking too as the others made it clear already."

She pursed her lips, looking at him as he took a deep breath, thinking.

"Well.. I'm going to be honest with you and straight up tell you that I've been involved sexually with other girls since you." He said, looking at her to see her reaction.

"You're single, you're free to do what you want I have no say in that." She shrugged. "I won't pretend that it doesn't hurt me, but I'm not upset, you can do whatever you want."

He nodded before continuing.

"But then again I think about you a lot Maya-yah, I don't think my feelings for you went away and I still want to have something with you, yes I did fuck other people but the body and the mind isn't the same, and my mind is set on you.. I have a hard time moving on." He confessed.

She only nodded, listening to him.

She already exposed how she felt many times, now she wanted to take their feelings in account, even though hers mattered more to herself at the end.

"But even if it took some time, I understand why you did what you did and if you really want me to let you go, I will try to."

She sighed and rubbed her temple, her head rolling back against the wall.

"I don't know what I want Oppa I.. I miss you, and I miss what we had but we can't risk it, it's too much to lose."

Her voice was calm and soft, even though she was hurting inside.

She didn't want him to let go, but she knew it was selfish to lead him on when she wasn't planning on getting in a relationship with the three of them again.

"I don't think I want to have a polyamorous relationship again, it's too complicated and just.. Too much in general, but I don't want to just pick one of you and let the others suffer or anything of the sort." She said truthfully. "The only thing I can tell you is to do what you want and feel like doing, but know that it'll lead to a dead-end."

Jimin sighed, nodding.

"To be honest, I don't see why you'd pick the others, Jungkook is still a boy that pulls tantrums when he doesn't get what he wants and Taehyung is possessive and a tiny bit controlling, not trying to interfere with your decisions but-"

"But the thing is that I love them, no matter how they are.. I feel like a fool for keeping on loving Jungkook even after I saw those texts and I feel like I'm always turning into a 'yes man' around Taehyung-Oppa, but I still love them Oppa, the same way I love you, it's the way things are, I can't just pick and choose." She cut him off.

Jimin crossed his arms against his chest, rolling his head back on the wall too.

"You're in contradiction with yourself Jagi, you say you don't want poly but you love three people, you say we should let go but you don't seem to be willing to it's.. It's confusing at the end." He sighed, keeping his voice low and calm.

Maya chuckled, turning her head to him.

"Well imagine how messy it is in my head."

"Then give us a year Maya-yah." Jimin answered.

She furrowed her eyebrows.

"A year for what ?" She asked, confused.

Jimin straightened up, sighing.

"If you don't want us three, give it a year to figure out your feelings.. I don't know about the others but I'll be waiting for you." He explained.

"It's not that easy, what if.. What if I pick no one at the end ? Or someone that has nothing to do with you ?"

Jimin cracked his neck, closing his eyes as he thought before looking at her again.

"Then we'll let you go, completely."

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