Burning Love

Official

For the last two months Chris and me have been going on dates. This is the happiest I have been with someone in a very long time. I have also been extremely anxious about our time together. We have been having so much fun, but I don't know where we exactly stand.

Chris has been taking me out to lunch dates during the week and dinner dates almost every other weekend. We always have a great time and they always end with a steamy kiss, but that's all before he heads home. In a way it's refreshing to not feel pressured to move fast, but in other ways it is very frustrating.

My mind has been wandering on what it may feel like to have him ravage me, especially after each of our goodbye kisses. And then, it takes me down the dark path of self doubt. What if he isn't attracted to me, but doesn't know how to tell me? Maybe he sees a relationship with me as difficult because I come with baggage? All the what if and worse case scenarios get more out of control the more I think about them.

I want to talk to Chris about it so badly, but don't know where to even start. Every time I try to bring it up my mind goes into over time down that dark hole telling me not to do it or I will definitely lose him.

I'm brought out of my thoughts by the timer on my phone going off. I am currently making dinner for Chris and me, and I want it to be perfect. 

I pull the baked ziti out of the oven and run to my room to check my appearance. I have my hair up in a bun with a few loose curls, my makeup is very natural looking since we're staying in. But I decided to try to play my outfit to my advantage. I have on a pair of black leggings with a blue silk spaghetti strap backless top. I finish the look by painting my lips with a nude matte lipstick before I hear my doorbell ring.

I walk to my front door and let out a nervous breath before opening the door and seeing Chris with a bottle of wine and flowers. He bites his bottom li and his eyes darken as he looks me up and down. I take in his appearance and let out a sigh. He's wearing jeans and a tight black long sleeve sweater that clings to all his muscles. I stifle the moan that threatened to escape as he grabs me by my hips and brings me in for a breathtaking kiss.

"Hi." He says huskily as he puts his forehead against mine.

"Hey." I say back with a small smile.

He comes in and hands me the flowers as I close the door. I bring them up to my nose and delight in their aroma. We walk over to the kitchen and I find a vase for the flowers as he gets wine glasses for us. We make our plates and head over to my dining table.

We make small talk, but dinner is relatively quiet. I seem to not be able to get out of my mind. I'm brought back out by Chris grabbing our plates and taking them to the kitchen after we have finished eating. He comes back over to me grabbed my hand to stand me up and led me to the couch in the living room.

"Alright Frankie, what's going on?" He asked as he worriedly looked at me.

I look at him and sigh trying to come up with what to say. I look down and bite my bottom lip. He brings his hand to my chin to make me look at him.

"You can tell me or talk to me about anything Frankie." He says with such an honesty that it blew me away.

"I just, um. I don't know how to say this. I um. Where do we stand? I mean, I'm really enjoying our time together, but we haven't really established what we are. Nor have we done more than kiss, and I'm just worried," I start to ramble before I'm cut off by Chris' lips over mine in an intense and hungry kiss.

I start to kiss him back matching his intensity. He grabs me by my hips and moves me onto him so that I'm now straddling him. I start to grind my hips on him as we kiss and he lets out a low moan. I can feel him growing under me and it heightens my arousal. He brings his arms under my ass and squeezes before picking me up as he stands. I let out a moan and release his lips to catch my breath and tell him where my room is.

Chris walks us to my room and lays me on my bed. He starts kissing down my jaw unto my neck until he finds the spot that has me moan out loud. He brings his hands up and into my shirt to knead my breasts as he lets out a moan.

"No bra?" He looks at me with lust filled eyes as I quirk my eyebrow, earning me growl from him.

He lifts my shirt over my head and once it's off he attaches his lips to my right breast as he kneads my left with his hand. I can feel myself getting wetter and my breathy moans getting louder which only spurs him on. He brings his lips over to my left and proceeds to do the same. I pull his lips back to mine as I pull his shirt off and marvel at his physique. He starts to kiss me again and starts heading south leaving open mouth kisses before he reaches the hem of my leggings. He pulls them down and starts to kiss the inside of my thighs before bringing his fingers up to my clothed pussy.

"So wet for me already baby." He said huskily as starts to pull down my panties.

He brings his fingers up and plunges one finger into me making me arch my back as I loudly moan. He dives down and brings his lips to my clit. He starts to lick and suck my nub as he pushes another finger into me. He starts to expertly play me as I feel my climax building. I loudly cum clenching his fingers as he slowly continues to work me through my climax with his fingers.

Chris gets up and takes his pants and briefs off, and I just stare at him in all his naked glory. He gives me self satisfied smirk before he grabs a condom from his jean pocket and rolls it on. He finds his place between my legs. Chris kisses me and I can taste myself on his lips and it is extremely arousing. He pulls back and grabs himself and starts rubbing himself against my lips wetting himself. He pushed into me as he kissed me. He waited for me to get used to him being in me.

"Chris, please." I whisper as I start rocking my hips against him.

He starts thrusting into me making me moan as I feel my high building again. Chris grabs my leg and brought it onto his shoulder pushing deeper into me. I moan out loudly as I hear him whisper in my ear.

"You feel so good Frankie." I let out an animalistic moan as I become a trembling mess under him as I clench around him. He lets out a loud moan as I feel him filling up his condom. He helps me ride my orgasm as I continue to milk him.

He brings a hand to my cheek and pulls my lips to his in a sweet yet passionate kiss. He pulls away from me and goes into the bathroom to clean himself up. He comes back out with a wet cloth and cleans me up.

Chris comes and lays down next to me and brings me to his chest. I start playing with his hand over his chest as he pull s me in for another kiss.

"I've been wanting to do that for a long time, I just didn't want you to feel pressured." He says softly.

"I'm sorry Chris, I should've just talked to you about how I was feeling. I just didn't want to lose this." I say looking at him with my chin on his chest.

"Frankie, will you officially be my girlfriend?" He asks me a little shyly.

I let out a giggle. "I would love to Chris." I say with a big smile.

We kiss as he pulls me closer. That night we spend it in each others arms in pure bliss.

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AN-I'm sorry for the long wait! I wanted to get this chapter out on Chris's actual birthday, but the day got away from me! But here is the next chapter! I hope you enjoy it!

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