Her ~ JJ x Male Reader

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yo yall. i'm back!! i'm so sorry i was gone for so long and didn't update i was just having writers block and focusing on my IT book. sorry! here i am with another one! season 2's coming out soon which will hopefully give me more ideas and y'all can request if you want! also thx for so many views wtf! anyway here we go...

TW: slight mention of child abuse/homophobia

You and JJ we always best friends. Of course all the Pogues were best friends, but you and JJ were closer. You always got into trouble together and jokes with each other constantly.

You were in love with him, but you knew he was straight. You were mostly content with the way things were. You hung out all the time, with and without the Pogues. He was single, so you didn't have to worry about being jealous.

Or so you thought...

You and JJ were sitting next to each other accompanied by the other Pogues, sitting around a fire drinking beer. You looked at his gorgeous face. You noticed that he was looking at Kiara. Of course.

"It's so hot," Kiara said.

"Then take those clothes off and show us that gorgeous body, sugar," JJ said with a wink.

Kiara rolled her eyes and you just looked down in disappointment. You wished he'd flirt with you, but he constantly flirted with her. Sure, he flirted with a lot of girls, but it was constant with her.

Clearly he loved her. And you knew he'd never love you. Not like he loved her. And who could blame him? She was perfect. She had a good personality and she was beautiful. You weren't. You were just average.

But most of all, you weren't a girl. So, you would never have a chance with JJ. He was straight as a fucking rail. You wished you could just get rid of your feelings towards him.

As the night progressed, JJ continued to flirt with Kiara. You were growing more and more uncomfortable. It may have been somewhat obvious; you weren't talking very much. You eventually decided you needed to leave.

"It's late. I need to get home," you said.

"It's not that late," JJ said.

"Yeah, but my (guardian noun) wanted me to be home a little earlier tonight," you lied. "Bye."

"Bye," the others muttered as you left.

~<• time skip to 3 days later •>~

You and the other Pogues were hanging out. You watched as JJ scooted closer to Kiara, wrapping his arm around her shoulders and smirking at her. She pushed him off, but that was the last straw for you.

You stood up and the others looked at you.

"Okay, you know what? I've dealt with this for a long time and it's time for me to say something about it," you said, clearly irritated.

"What are you talking about?" Asked JJ.

"This," you said, motioning to him and Kiara. "This. It's tormented me for so long. Years! I've tried to accept that you two are clearly in love, but I cant, okay? I can't."

"We're not-" JJ and Kie both said at the same time.

"Don't. Don't lie. It's clear. I cant pretend I'm okay with it anymore. Because I'm not. You constantly do this with her, JJ. You constantly flirt, you constantly make a move-"

"But why would you care? Do you like Kie?" JJ asked.

"No, JJ! I wish I was her. I wish you'd be like that with me. I'm gay, JJ. I know you're not, so spare me your little "Oh, sorry, I'm straight," because I know, JJ. And I know that you'll never-"

"(Y/n)," JJ said.

"No. I don't want to hear you say you don't feel the same way 'cause I know," you said.

"(Y/n), stop. You're wrong," JJ said.

"Oh, that's great, Maybank, that's great. This isn't the time to joke, I'm serious and-"

You were cut off by JJ's lips on yours. What? You heard a little confused "Oh" from John B. You had a confused look on your face, but you didn't pull away, until he did a few moments later.

JJ's hand made it's way to your cheek and cupped it gently. He rubbed his thumb lightly against your sweaty skin.

"(Y/n), I'm not joking. I'm serious. I love you. Not Kie. You. I'm joking with Kie, okay? It was never serious," JJ said, somewhat quietly.

"Wait, but I thought you were-" You started to say.

"I'm pan. I've just never told anybody until now because I don't even know what my dad would do to me if he found out..." JJ said, looking down.

"He won't. I won't tell anybody," you said.

"We won't either," said Pope. Kie and John B agreed.

"Pogue secret," you said with a small smile.

JJ smiled back and then kissed you again. You kissed back this time, not as shocked as you were last time. JJ's hand touched your waist, his other still touching your face. Your right hand made its way into his hair and the other to his waist.

"Get a room," Pope said.

You and JJ separated, him smirking at you and you blushed, looking away with a little chuckle.

"Shut up, nerd," JJ said as you and him sat down again, next to each other this time.

Well, you had been wrong about JJ. And gladly so. You felt JJ's arm wrap around you and pull you against his body. You blushed a smiled a bit, relaxing against him after a quick kiss on his cheek.

el end.

my gay ass enjoyed writing this a lot 😏

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