Dreams of Green

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Mobius

Images of green eyes, black hair, sharp cheekbones, and pleasure flash through my mind before I wake up, breathing heavy and aroused. I walk into my bathroom took off my clothes, and put on a cold shower since I didn't want to risk waking one of my parents up. 

I have been having these vague dreams of Loki since I met him. I know it's Loki and not Hela because one, I am gay, and two, I didn't start having them until after I met him. Of all the things I need, being attracted to my best friends younger foster brother is not one of them.

I always thought the person to catch my eye was someone my age, someone I met in college, maybe my roommate. Maybe we hate each other and then realize the hate was attraction, that's how I thought I would find someone, not at a home dinner with my best friend, her family, and a foster kid that they had just started housing.

After an hour in the shower, I put my clothes back on and crawl back into bed, happy that I didn't have another embarrassing dream about Loki.

The next morning I woke up early to check for new applications to the LGBT genius hour. There was a questioning Junior named Tony Stark, a lesbian Freshman named Ellie Phimister, and an assortment of others. The LGBT ones I sent an email, approving them, the other ones asking for proof that they are allies before actually accepting them. Then I got to the most recent one from yesterday, and the name of the applicant surprised me. 

Loki Loufeyson, gay. 

He probably didn't know that Hela or I were founders and were one of the people who had access to the submissions and was the person who gave people acceptance. He probably wasn't out yet. I didn't want to scare him, so I decided to send an email to the five other people who had the link, that's including Hela.

To: Hela Odinson, Pietro Maximoff, James Barnes, Natasha Romanoff, Stephen Strange

Subject: Acceptance Letters

Hey, could whoever gave Loki the link send him his acceptance. I would but he seems like he scares easily, and he probably doesn't know that Hela and I are the founders alongside Mr. Arthur. 

Thank you,

Mobius Smith 

(A/N: in the show his last name is also mobius, so I just picked a generic last name)

I didn't get a response, not for the entire school day. When I got home I checked my email one last time, and I actually got a response.

Mobius,

I texted him saying that he got in. And, I do think you're right when saying he scares easily. When I met him, he didn't really speak and looked half terrified.

Bucky Barnes

It'll be a big surprise when he sees his foster sister and her gay friend at the first meeting in two weeks.

That night I see him in my dreams once again, but nit in a sexual way. Just his face, smiling, or rather, how I think he would look if he did smile. I have never seen him smile. Not at the dinner when we met, nor when I occasionally see him in the hallway at school. It was a beautiful dream.

I wake up happier than usual, most likely because of the dream. I get in my car and check my phone before leaving, seeing a text from Hela.

Hela: Wanna come over after school? Thor is having his tutor over and Loki rarely ever leaves his room

Me: I'll tell my parents that I'll be at your house, but I may have to leave before dinner.

Hela: That's alright. 

I put phone away and start to drive to school. The drive was short, ten minutes at most. The day goes by fast for me, mainly in hopes for seeing Loki for a longer amount of time than a brief glance in the hallway, but Hela did say that the boy rarely comes out of his room. 

At the end of the school day, I text my mom, saying that I was going over to Hela's and wondering if I could stay for dinner. She said yes as long as I left immediately after I ate or dad would get angry.

I drive to her house, an relatively early curfew hanging over my head. I knock on the door, and Loki was the one to open the door once more.

"Hello again." I greet with a smile.

"She is in her room." He says, avoiding eye contact. 

"Now, what makes you think I'm not here to see you?" Oh god, why did I say that. 

He just blushes and steps out of the door frame, letting me in. I pat him on the shoulder before walking into the house and up to Hela's room. I knock on her door.

"Come in." 

I walk in, closing the door behind me then walking over to the bed and sits down on it. She stays quiet for a moment before saying anything.

"I'm worried about Loki." She states, looking at me.

"Why?" I ask. "He just seems introverted."

"He cries out for help in his sleep." She says quietly. "Mom has to comfort him to get him back to sleep."

"He is in the foster system for a reason Hel." I whisper back just as quiet as her.

"Is it okay if I invite him in here, even if it may be awkward?" She asks me.

"Yeah, it's alright." I say. 

She stands up and leaves, then coming back with a timid looking Loki in tow. 

"Sit." She offers to him.

He awkwardly sits down a few inches away from me, refusing to look anywhere else other than his lap. 

"Why am I in here?" He asks nervously.

"To play Cards Against Humanity." Hela stated like it was obvious. 

A/N: do you guys want me to add explicit stuff in here or leave it normal

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