Always And Never (Sapnotfound)

Chapter 9

T/W - some sexual content at the middle/end

George's POV

Unknown
   -George, where are you?

George
   -who is this?

   I stare as whoever was messaging me types out a response, my mind flickers through people, trying to figure out who I had given my number to. I didn't have many friends, but they all had my number

Unknown
   -Oh sorry. Its Sapnap, Dream gave me your number

   I'd forgotten didn't have my number, I'd gotten a new phone last year and it changed, since we weren't really friends I never gave it to him

George
   -Right, I'm in the back of the cafeteria, why?

   I set my phone down waiting on an answer. Sapnap never missed a lunch practice, why did he care where I was?

   "George!" Sapnap sat down across from me at the table, a big smile on his face. I wasnt sure but it looked fake.

   "Sapnap? What are you- Arent you supposed to be practicing?"

   "Nah, I wanted to see you instead. By the way, have you talked to Chase since the party?"

   "Yeah why?" This wasn't Sapnap, he was worried about something.

   "Really? Is he mad about Friday? I mean I kinda took you from him." He was staring at me and the look in his eyes scared me.

   "No, hes not mad, I mean we were drunk and we agreed neither of us know what it means so hes cool. We're actually going out wednesday," the look only got worse when I said that last part, "No! Not going out, well yes, but like it's as friends. Not a date! I don't like him like that.

   "He likes you George."

   "I-I know, but I explained to him that I'm not ready for anything and that I might like.. someone else"

   "Me." This time his smirk is entirely teasing, nothing else behind it.

   "What?" Sapnap reached over to grab my chin and pull my own face halfway across the table, close to his.

   "Its me, you might like me."

   I look down at his lips, so close to mine, it would be so easy to kiss him, "Yea-Yeah."

   A kiss is pressed to my cheek before he pulls away. I hide my face in my hands, embarrassed, and Sapnap chuckles.

   "Its easy to make you blush. Its cute." Cute? I cant believe what he does to me.

   The rest of lunch was fun, Sapnap still seems very tense, but was able to continue laughing and teasing me. When lunch was over he decided to walk me to my next class, wrapping his arm around my waist to pull me close to him.

   "Nick, I thought you were worried about uh, I mean you don't even know your sexuality, are you sure you're okay with people seeing this?"

   "I dont care, George I just like being close to you, people can think what they want." I knew I should push him away, he wasnt sure of his feelings and even his sexuality. So to keep myself safe from falling for him I shouldn't let him hold me like this. But it felt so nice, to have someone, to have Sapnap, holding me, thumb rubbing circles on my hip and we walked.

   My next few classes all I could think about was his hand on my waist. His soft touch. I wanted to feel him hold me again, wanted has hands to gently touch my face. To feel his arms wrap around me and make me feel safe.

   I got my wish, last hour. Our teacher had given us a free day to work on our projects since everyone seemed to be caught up on all their work. Sapnap had brought his seat closer to mine, working together at my desk. It was good at first, actually working, Sapnap doing the research, giving it to me so I could figure out where it would go in the paper.

   Eventually though, I felt Sapnap place a hand on my upper thigh. My eyes widened and I sent him a panicked look.

   "What are you doing?"

   "What do you mean? I'm doing my work George."

   "Your hand!"

   "My hand? George my hand is fine, thanks for your concern." Why was he acting so oblivious?

   He knew what he was doing. It only took a few minutes before he hand moved his hand even further up, and started using his thumb to massage circles. At one point he even flicked it across my cock, which was already half hard from his actions. My breath hitched and my head hit the desk as I tried to compose myself. Why was he doing this in the middle of class?

   "Are you okay George?" I shot him a glare. No I wasn't okay. "Do you need help on something? What are you stuck on?"

   "Stop acting so fucking innocent Sapnap. What the fuck are you doing."

   "What am I doing? I'm not- ohh, you mean this?" He ended his question by taking his hand to grab my cock. It caught me by surprise and didnt give me time to bite back the moan that escaped my mouth

   "George, you make such pretty noises, but we're in class, you don't want to get caught, do you? You should keep it down."

   "Oh my God fuck you Sapnap!"

   He gave me a lopsided smile, "Maybe later Babe."

   The rest of class was spent with me struggling to work while Sapnap teased me. Every once in a while, rubbing over my cock and telling me to keep quiet.

   When Class ended I made sure to take my time packing up my stuff, hoping that the extra time would help my boner go away.

   "You coming George? Or do you just wanna sit there all afternoon?"

   "Well I dont know Sapnap, how the fuck am I supposed to get up after the stunt you pulled."

   "Oh come one, give me you hand, you'll be fine."

   I took his hand and stood up. He looked at me and laughed.

   "Oh my that really is a problem."

   "No shit."