Eremika:Memories From The Past

Chapter 24

Mikasa was,lying on the bed,half asleep,as she struggled to open her eyelids.

The sun shone bright,from the window.Her hand had unconsciously,drifted to her cheek,where a scar was supposed to exist,but it had already faded away,instead their was a dried tear.

Was she crying during her sleep too?

Tears came out of her eyes,as sat up on her bad.

What have I done?

She asked herself.

After remembering all that time she spent with him,those feeling she held for him had surfaced once again,and this time they felt,overwhelming,something that she could not suppress,like earlier no matter how hard she would try.But this time,she didn't want to suppress them either.

She remembered,how she was crying in the car,and her mother's word of comfort were useless,she couldn't control her tears,it was almost as if they were involuntary.

Just like present....

Mikasa sat on her bed,hugging her knees,in silence,her tears had finally ceased to fall,but you could still see,the emotion of sadness and guilt on her face.

But wait

She thought

Why didn't Eren come with us at that time,if he wanted he could've come with us and lived with us right?

Then Why.

Ugh!This is all so confusing,I need to talk to him.

She thought

Wait-

No It's obvious,His brother,that blonde man,he was his brother right?

Then ofcourse he would love his family more,just why did she think,that he would prefer her over his won family.

She was so stupid,and so

And so selfish.

All this time she had been thinking about nothing,but her own feelings,it was all her own fault.On the other hand,Eren always helped her,saved her from dangers,she- she doesn't deserve him.

She thought.

Mikasa's mind was in a complete,mess she was thinking about Eren and well Eren.

Suddenly there was soft knock on her door,and she heard her mother say.

"Mikasa,are you okay?Open the door"she said,in a worried tone,that showed that she was worried about her.

Mikasa had no choice but to obey,she got up from her bed and slowly dragged her feet across the floor,finally reaching the door,and opening it,to reveal her mother.

"Are you okay?You have been asleep for a long time,you didn't even have dinner!,you even missed schoo-"she started with a rather loud tone,but went silent,when she saw the expression on her beloved daughter's face.

She immediately understood,that she had remembered all her previous times with Eren.

"Are you okay?"she asked,this time with a calm tone and worried tone.

"I-"she started but her voice betrayed her.

Her brain was still preoccupied,by a certain emerald-eyed boy,for her to give a proper reply to her mother,but she somehow managed to tell her mother that she was fine.

"I'm fine"she said.

"You don't look fine though"her mother spoke in a worried tone.

"I'm telling you mom I am fine"she said trying to assure her mother,but she failed.