Strange World

Tired

Chloe POV:
Taking a deep breath I tossed my cigarette down to the ground before stomping it out. My phone had been blowing up all day with every sort of notification. Of course I knew what it was about,but I didn't want to deal with it. Slowly I sat up looking around seeing some stuff many people described me as whether it was useless or just trash. All this bullshit with Rachel and Max was just taking its toll on me, and fuck it hurt. Picking up my phone I saw the most recent notifications were from Rachel. It was like she was having some sort of freak out over some drama. Laughing a bit I sat my phone down as I couldn't remember the last time they asked me how I was doing. In the past Rachel used to ask me everyday,but that was when I was suicidal and shit. Turning up the radio I just let the music tune out the world around me. Closing my eyes I just imagined a world in which people actually cared about me. Funny part is the world was just empty because why would anyone give a shit about a loser like me? Rachel used to give a shit about,Max I'm not even sure what is going with her,and mom didn't give a shit since I was expelled from Blackwell. Suddenly a fucking commercial came on the radio fucking up my fantasy land. Sitting up I rolled my eyes getting out of the bed of the truck. "Don't worry here I come to save the fucking day," I said to myself getting in the truck starting it. "Fuck!" I said slamming my hand down on the dashboard before laying my head down on the wheel. I'm sick of all this drama. I'm not in high school anymore,so why do I feel like this is some shitty teen romance movie? Shaking the thoughts away I looked up before stepping on the gas. Maybe I should just keep driving to tell those two to fuck off. I guess part of me wants to park in the train tracks,and just wait for the train to hit my ass. Imagine that a world without Chloe Price now that sounds like heaven. Driving down the road I just felt like Max and Rachel were just both using me. I guess it gives me a purpose at least even if it's a bad one. Eventually I arrived at Blackwell seeing Wells standing outside. Rolling my eyes I tried walking past him without him saying some boring crap to me,but that didn't work. "Ms Price to what does Blackwell owe the pleasure?" he asked as I turned to him fake smiling. "You know I just came to check up on Rachel," I said as he smiled a bit. "All right then I'll leave you to it," he said as I was a bit shocked. "Seriously? You aren't going to try to lecture me?" I asked as he shook his head. "Mental health of my students is a main priority here,and if Rachel needs you to make her happier go ahead," he said as that made me smile a bit. "Thanks Wells," I said before walking away smiling from that cheesy speech. Just like that my smile went away seeing Victoria and her two goons outside talking to someone I'm sure was just as dumb as they are. Walking past them I turned my head to peak at who they were talking to when I stopped seeing it was Max. "Max? What are you doing talking to these idiots?" I asked walking over to her. "Excuse me? We were just trying to have a chat," Victoria said tilting her head. "We were just talking Chloe," Max said as I crossed my arms. "Cut the crap Victoria what do you want with Max?" I asked as something about this wasn't right. "Chloe,nothing is going on we've just worked things out," Max said as I looked at her. "Really? Victoria Chase has work out her differences with someone? Last time I check she is nothing but a bully," I said as it was true. "You saying stuff like this is kind of bullying us," Victoria said as I rolled my eyes. "You know what Max? If you want to hang out with them fine,but don't come crying to me when they ruin your life," I said beginning to walk away. "Kind of like how you ruined something when you fucked Rachel the other night," Victoria said as I clinched my fist turning to them. "You got something to say Caulfield?" I asked walking over to them. "I kind of do actually. Chloe you can support Rachel as a friend all you want,but you can't expect me to be your girlfriend while you are of fucking her. You dumped Rachel for the same crap," Max said with attitude in her voice. "You know what Max? Fuck you. I'm just trying to fucking help you two,but when was the last time you asked how I was doing? At least Rachel actually gives a shit about what I want," I said as people started looking. "It's total bullshit Chloe. You invite Rachel to basically turn us into a three way open door of fuck buddies. I don't want that. I want something else one on one,and I don't know if that's what you want," she said as I rolled my eyes. "You know I had something with Rachel before you came back. Ever since you've shown up people seemed to be even more fucked up than ever," I said. "Hey what's going on?" I heard Rachel's voice from behind me. I turned looking at her as she stood there in disbelief. "Max, I didn't ask to be part of whatever you have with Chloe. Chloe, if you needed a break from us just say it don't just let it build up," she said as I shook my head. "Actually both of you can go fuck yourselves. I've had enough of this drama,so everyone watching fuck you," I said walking away.