Quarantine trouble

Day 5 part 3

Time jump to 8 pm

Chris POV
I finally gotten up enough courage and left my room. God I'm so stupid to think her really wanted something with me.  Head out to the living room and the first thing I notice is it been cleaned. The cards are put away my clothes folded and placed by my door- I kick those into my room- and streets not there. I walk into the kitchen and there's a note on the island. It's from street. It reads

Chris,
First I want to say thank you for letting me stay with u these past couple days. But after the recent turn of events I don't think it's fair for either of us if I stay. So I called hondo and he found me a hotel I can stay in for the rest of my quartine. Please don't be mad at yourself for this it isn't your fault. I'm just scared I'm not going to be able to control myself around you and I do t want to do something that you don't want or will regret. I don't want to lose our friendship. I love you Chris and I would rather love u from afar and have u as a friend than to not have you at all. I'm sorry.
               Street.

I read the note again and again till I slide down to my knees and cry. I ran him away this is all my fault. After about 30 mins I manage to get my self up grab a bottle of tequila and head to bed with the note. I crawl into bed as fresh tears spring up and I open the bottle of tequila and take a drink. I sit in bed and cry and drink. Why did I have to be such an idiot to not see what was right in front of my eyes. I drink till I pass out.

Street POV
At the hotel.
I check my phone again and she still hasn't called. She either hasn't found the note or doesn't care. Either way I'm still upset about it all. I hope she know this isn't her fault that's it's mine. I stretch out in bed and close my eyes hoping that sleep will come easy. It doesn't.

Sorry this one is kinda short.