Quarantine trouble

Day 6 part 2

Chris apartment
Chris pov

My phone buzzes and I pick it up. It's a message from street
S: Chris you did nothing wrong. I promise, so please believe me when I say that. I just, this way I feel about you and then everything that happened I couldn't stay. I need to clear my head before I did something that you would regret. I don't want you to hate me so I stepped back. I see where you are coming from and I understand why us won't work. So I'm giving us some space so that we can try and go back to normal. I love you Chris and I can't bear to think that your hurting over something I did. So I'm sorry if I made you feel like that. (Same text from last part just didn't want to make u go back to reread it again)
C: I'm not upset or anything jim I just want you to come home please
S: I'm sorry I can't. I need to clear my head and get my shit together

As I read the last text from street my heart broke. I just want him to come home. I curl back up in the couch as a new set of tears start to fall. I eventually cry myself to sleep.

At the hotel
Street POV
After I sent that text to Chris I wait for a reply that never comes. God I wish things could be easy. I want to go home to Chris I want to see her and spend the rest of our time off with her. But I can't. I can't keep pretending that I don't love her and that we're only friends. It's too much to bear. I just hope she can forgive me and we can still be friends when all of this is over.
Buzz buzz
I pick my phone up hopeing it's Chris but it's not it deecan. I answer the FaceTime call

S: hey deecan what's up
D: hey just checking in you. How are you holding up?
S: honestly not good. I feel fine but I miss Chris to death and we haven't even been apart for 24 hours yet
D: so go back to her
S: I can't
D: why not
S: cause I just can't
D: alright look I don't know what happened between you two but what I do know is that she's hurting right now because you aren't there. I have never see her so broken. So man up and go get your girl and make her happy again because I will kick your ass if she's not back to her normal self when quartine is over.
S: yeah ok I'll think about it
D: you better do more than think about it

That was the last thing that deecan said before he hung up on me. She said she was fine why would she lie to me about that. I lay back on bed and think about what to do. Part of me wants to go to her and make it better and that other part of me wants to give her space. I close my eyes and start to drift off to sleep.