I'm sorry...~America

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(Sorry I've been gone for a while
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Lost motivation again lol but I'm...kinda back now? Im still more focused on like...Ceramic rocks but eh you guys deserve entertainment so I shall provide it)
~Arthur's POV~
"Francis can you help me with something?" I took my glasses off and rubbed my painfully strained eyes. "Of course, what's wrong Mon amour?" Francis wrapped his arms around me and gently took my glasses from me setting them down on my desk, "nothing's wrong...necessarily...but I would like your opinion on something" "my opinion?" I nodded and turned to look at him. "I've been having these horrible nightmares lately...and I'm worried their starting to take a toll on me...though I feel like letting silly dreams bother me so much I'd rather childish...what do you think?" Francis frowned at me and brushed my hair out of my face, "I don't think it's childish at all...however now you have me concerned; I had no clue you were having nightmares..." I frowned and held his hand, "just for the last few nights...their the kind of dream that...that you don't really want to remember so you just don't talk about it" Francis' frown grew.
"The last few nights? In a row? Like you've been having them every night?" I bit my lip and nodded, "for at least four days...I keep having nightmares about...Alfred...and Christina's wedding..." Memories of my dream began to crawl their way back into my mind but I quickly blocked them out and stood up wrapping my arms around Francis, "their awful but I just can't bring myself to talk about it...it scares me to death" Francis held me tightly and buried his face in my hair, "don't worry Arthur...I'm not going to make you tell me if you don't want to...but keep in mind their just bad dreams...their not real" they feel real enough to me...
My phone buzzed causing me to jump slightly from surprise, "love- can I get that please?" I let go of Francis and tried to escape from his hug but he wouldn't let go, "Francis-" He shook his head no, "non...you've scared me now so I don't want to let go of you..." I sighed and smiled a little as I pulled him down into the chair with me and grabbed my phone. Francis chuckled and kissed me passionately in an attempt to distract me from my phone...and I'll admit it almost worked. I kissed him back for a moment before half heartedly pushing him away and checking my phone, "shit it was Kyle...I'm sorry love I need to call him back" Francis kissed my neck and pulled me close, "he's upstairs, if he needs something he can come down" I bit my lip and stopped him, "what's got you in such a mood?" Francis looked up at me and pressed his head against my chest, "Nothing, I just like to annoy you...and love you" I blushed and kissed his forehead, "well stop for now okay? I still have work to do" Francis nodded and kissed my cheek getting off of me, "alright, I'm going to prepare lunch alright? I'll bring it to you when it's ready"
"Thank you Franny..." He smiled at me softly, "I'll make you something that'll help make those nightmares go away for good" he blew me a little kiss just before he left my office closing the door behind him. I smiled slightly to myself then frowned as I returned back to work allowing my mind to skip slightly as the dreadful bore of work ensued.
"Hey dad...I'm sorry I just- I guess I'm not feeling good all of a sudden" Alfred gave me a nervous smile and held his stomach with a flinch leaning against the bathroom wall in his black tail coat. "Don't worry about it...It's just your nerves, everyone gets them on their wedding day it's perfectly normal" I unscrewed the cap off a water bottle and gave it to him.
"Thanks..." Alfred's gratefully took the water and sipped it carefully as to not upset his stomach. The bathroom door opened and all of the groomsmen came in along with Matthew the best man.
"Aye- Amigo are you okay? You look pale...paler then normal" José cracked a small joke but had a genuine look of concern on his face; "I'm fine...I've just had the jitters since I woke up this morning...something just feels off maybe we should just reschedule-"
"Reschedule the wedding?" Ludwig frowned and crossed his arms, "we're already here, all of the guests have arrived and Christina's getting ready as we speak" Matthew bit his lip and fixed Alfred's tie and coat, "Ludwig is right...I know your nervous but you can't just get cold feet now" Alfred frowned.
"I don't have cold feet. I wanna have the wedding today! I do! I wanna marry Christina so bad but..." My stomach churned as Alfred and I made eye contact, his eyes were piercing and cold...I...I'm getting a sudden feeling of déjà vu...I feel as though this exact moment has happened before.
"I think Francis is coming back dad"
"What?" I gave him a questioning look; a loud screeching of car tires sounded outside along with an ear splitting scream that rattled through my brain as i fell out of my office chair, slamming my head on the ground. I gasped and held my chest panting heavily from the shock of the fall; "Crikey Arthur!" Kyle cried out and walked into my office crouching down next to me, "are you okay?? I heard your fall from the hall" I stared at him and took a moment to catch my breath before nodding. "Yes I'm...im fine" it happened again...I had that nightmare...but only this time I didn't get to finish it...thank god.
"What happened? Did ya see a bug or something?" He teased and helped me up to my feet, "hmph...such a pest. No i did not see a bug. I was just a little startled by a dream that's all" I dusted myself off and fixed my hair wincing slightly due to the lump forming on the back of my head. "Must have been some dream...Crikes look at the size of that goose egg" Kyle frowned and touched the lump on my head lightly, "ow! Buggar!" I swatted his hand away and held my head, "what do you want? You came here for a reason didn't you? Or did you just want to tease me?" The Aussie sighed and crossed his arms.
"Francis asked me to help take some work off your hands. But if you don't want any help..."
"No- actually I'd love some help...thank you Australia I'm sorry..." He raised and eyebrow at me.
"I mean...Kyle..." His expression remained unchanged, I groaned and rolled my eyes at him.
"Big brother. Please help me." He gave me a cheeky smile and used his helpless large muscular arms to lift more then half of the files off of my desk, "I think Francy Pants is makin food, you should eat soon. It's hard to think on an empty stomach" He flicked my forehead dickishly before turning and walking out of the room. Bloody bastard. Sometimes he really gets under my skin...but to be honest out of all of my siblings he's one of my favorites even though I don't show it; that's probably why Germany assigned him as my partner, if he knew the truth he probably would have sent Wales or Scotland here- Jesus Christ maybe he would have sent Ireland...I wouldn't be able to take that. I sighed and sat back down at my desk looking at my work load, I don't know who I should really be thanking here...Francis is the one who asked him to help me after all...but Kyle could have easily said no. Oh well technically I already thanked Kyle so I'll thank Francis when I see him.
I looked back at my computer screen and closed my applications so I could stare at my wallpaper.
My background is the photo we took together at Alfred's birthday party...He and Christina both look so happy...and the twins are just darling. But since I've been having these nightmares...all I feel when I look at them is absolute terror and heart ache.
I love them all so much more then they could ever know...I don't know what I would do without them...that's why I hope to god these nightmares are just that...nightmares.