Delilah

27-Taking The Leap*

He stands there in shock, well I think. 

Ever since I uttered those words, 'I love you, and I am ready for you, all of you.' He's stood there. Frozen in time. 

Did I come on too strong? Did I say something wrong?

Probably. 

The thing was I do love him. I love everything about him. 

"You're not fucking with me are you?" He asks and I shake my head, "I love you Cole Kenneth."

Next thing I know his hands are cupping my face and his lips are on mine. 

"I love you." He mumbles against my lips. 

Gosh can my heart flutter any faster?

My arms wrap around his waist pulling him closer to me. We stand there in the center of his loft making out. 

His hands travel down my body until they get to my thighs, then he picks me up. I wrap my legs around him as he carries me up stairs to his bed. 

Not once do we break the kiss. 

Laying me down in the bed he peels his shirt off. I swear seeing him shirtless just does things to me. 

I kiss his shoulder and work my way to the other. Then I work my way back up to his lips. 

His hands slide under my dress and I gasp when he squeezes my butt. 

He finds the zipper of my dress and slowly undoes it before removing the dress, leaving me in my underwear. 

Needing him to be as naked as I feel I fumble with his pants zipper. Once I get it he kicks off his jeans. 

Now we are both just in our underwear. 

"You're so fucking beautiful." Cole says kissing down my body. His lips soft against my skin. 

His fingers find the hem of my underwear, looking up he silently asks for permission. "Yes." I breathe out and he slowly drags them down my legs. 

I feel his tongue and I gasp in pleasure, arching my back off the mattress. 

His one finger runs in between my folds, "I'm gonna stick a finger in ok." He says looking up at me and I nod. 

Then his finger enters me and I clutch around it. Slowly he pumps in and out his mouth finding my clit. 

There is so much happening right now I cover my mouth to stifle the sounds my body wants me to make. 

Cole uses his free hand to remove mine, "I want to hear everything Delilah, I want to hear what I do to you." 

Oh gosh if that doesn't make me unravel right then and there. 

His finger pumps faster and I don't try to hide the sounds anymore. 

They're foreign in my own ears. 

"I'm going to add another one ok." He says and waits for my answer before he slips in a second finger. 

I feel like I should've told him I haven't done this before. Not sex but what's he's doing to me right now. 

I've never had a guys face down there. I like it. 

His tongue enters the equation and that pushes me over the edge. 

Cole helps me ride out my high before removing his fingers. Then he does something I have only ever read in books. He puts his fingers in his mouth, sucking them dry. 

Climbing so he's level with me I can feel his erection pressed up against my thigh. 

I am not sure when he does it but my bra and his boxers are off and he is huge. Granted I only have one other penis to compare it to but still. 

He reaches into his night stand and pulls out a condom. 

"Are you sure?" He asks and I nod, "I want you Cole." I say and he tears the foil, rolling the condom on. 

He positions himself at my entrance and stares into my eyes, "I love you so much." He says resting his forehead on mine. 

I place my hands on his shoulders, "I love you." I say and he slowly slides into me. 

Once he's fully in he gives me a moment to adjust. Then he pulls out and slides back in. 

When he's fully in again I arch off the mattress, "Cole." I moan squeezing his shoulders. 

He continues to slide in and out, "You feel like fucking heaven." He rasps out. One of his hands slides under us lifting my butt off the mattress slightly. 

This new angle makes me feel so much more. My arms wrap around his neck as his thrusts deepen. 

"That feels so good." I say and he thrusts again, "Yeah?" He asks and I whimper, "So so so good."

Nothing has ever felt like this. 

He flips us over so I am on top. 

Now this I have only ever done once. I work my way up and down gaining a rhythm. 

His hands are on my hips as he stares up at me. 

"You're so pretty baby, so pretty." He groans out, one of his hands sliding up to my boob.

I can feel myself teetering on the edge needing a release. Cole knows this too so his hand that was on my hip moves to my clit. His thumb rubbing circles. 

"Come for me baby." He says and I do and gosh does it feel good. 

Cole begins to thrust up as I go slack on top of him until I feel him tense and release into the condom. 

We lay there his arms wrapped around me. Sweat sticking to our skin. Our hearts beating fast. 

"That was amazing." I say against his collar bone. Cole chuckles, "Yeah it was."

I sit up slightly pushing his hair out of his eyes, "I love you Cole, no words can describe how much I love you." I say and he squeezes my waist. 

"No one on the planet compares to you Delilah Anders." He says reaching up and planting a kiss onto my lips. 

Oh gosh I don't think my heart can handle how much I love him. 

"Want to take a shower together?" He suggests and I smile, "I thought you'd never ask."