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12

Spencer

It is yet again Saturday morning.

I have somehow gotten used to waking up early on this day because I've been doing it for quite some time now. So when my body naturally wakes me up at 9:30 this morning, I don't get surprised by it. My body must know that Saturdays are the days where I leave my house for most of the day. I have to get used to knowing that I'm becoming a normal human being and going out with people rather than staying in and keeping to myself.

I don't usually like any kind of change in my life, but this is one that I can appreciate.

I guess I like change to a certain extent. Like when I moved to this house. I liked that I moved here because of the friends that I have made, but I didn't like knowing that I had to go through the same process of getting familiar with everything. The negatives are usually what is right in front of me, so seeing the positives is very rare for me.

I appreciate that Harry has made me comfortable with leaving my house every Saturday to spend the day with him. I appreciate that I'm willing to get out of my comfort zone and do something I usually wouldn't even think of doing. I just appreciate him in general.

That is weird for me. To appreciate someone.

I mean, yes, I appreciate my friends, of course. They have always been there for me since I've become really close to them, which I appreciate very much. I never really had people that were ever there for me like Brynley and Aspyn have been. I appreciate my sister and occasionally my father. I think my sister was the one person that had brought some kind of light into my life when I felt really bad about everything. She would always be the one to distract me from everything without even knowing she was doing so. I love that about her.

The only other person I appreciate that would be in the same category as my best friends and my sister would be Harry. He may have been someone to recently come into my life, but I can honestly say that him coming into my life has been for the better. I don't think I could have said that the first few days that I actually talked to him, but I can say that now. Just saying that shows that I have made progress in some way. Really good progress.

Somehow everything has come back to Harry. I don't know how my mind does it, but it always seems that any topic I talk about whether it's about something to do with him or not even remotely close to him, my mind goes in all these directions to get me to think about him. I don't know how it does it, but it never surprises me when it does. Our minds work in these mysterious ways. I've learned to notice that these past few weeks.

Well, now you know what goes on inside of my head, so welcome I guess. I hope you enjoy your stay.

"Are you ready to leave?" I heard just after my bedroom door opened.

I looked up from my position in my bed to see Harry in my doorway, "How did you get inside of my house?"

"The side door," he shrugged as he sat down next to me in bed. "You have said that it is usually unlocked, so I took my chances,"

"And what if my parents were home?" I raised an eyebrow at him.

"They aren't, so I think that I'm okay on that part,"

"You're insane," I said as I got up from my bed to go into my closet.

"Are you seriously just now getting ready?" Harry asked as he saw me rummaging through my clothes.

"I am, yes," I nodded before I kept looking for something that I could wear.

"You should know by now that I'll be at your house Saturday morning and you have yet to be ready on time for any of those days," he smiled.