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Spencer

Yesterday took an emotional toll on me.

Explaining everything regarding my past to both of my parents, mostly my mom, was very hard for me to do. I expected myself to cry more than I did, but I didn't and I'm proud of myself for that.

I've never been proud of myself all that much, so today already feels great. I'm proud of myself for a change. I smiled, getting out of bed. It has been a while since I have been able to do that.

Today, I planned on going to Aspyn's house to explain the missing pieces of my life that she didn't know about. I'm a bit nervous about it, but I know she will be there for me. She always has been so I know I can count on her.

I walked into my bathroom and looked in the mirror. My hair was a mess and I still had some leftover mascara from yesterday, despite removing it before bed. I grabbed my toothbrush from the holder and applied some minty toothpaste. I wet the toothbrush and then began brushing my teeth.

I spit out the remains from my mouth, put my toothbrush back, and grabbed my mouthwash. I put a good amount of the liquid in my mouth before I began swishing it all around. I spit it out once I felt like my teeth were fully clean.

I left my bathroom to go on my phone. I have to let Aspyn know I'm coming over rather than just showing up.

Me: I'm coming over today.

Aspyn: What time?

Me: in an hour or so

Aspyn: see you soon

Now, I guess I should probably get ready for the day. I grabbed a towel out of the small closet in my bathroom. I slung it over the top of the shower rod and then turned on the shower. I turned the hot water on full blast and the cold just a little bit. I liked my showers mostly hot and I can't explain why. I guess it's just nice to wake up and take a burning hot shower.

Once the shower was warmed up enough, I began discarding my clothes and putting them in my hamper. I put my hair up in a messy bun on the top of my head and secured it with the black hair tie that was on my wrist. Today isn't when I need to wash my hair, so I was getting it out of the way.

I hopped in the shower and stood under the steaming water. I washed my body and then washed my face. I found it easier to wash my face in the shower rather than washing it out of the shower. I don't know how to explain it, but it's easier for me. After I finished doing that, I spent the next five minutes just standing under the warm water, waking myself up a bit more.

I realized that I didn't need to be in here any longer, so I shut off the water and wrapped my towel around my body. I pushed back the shower curtain and climbed out of the shower. I took a towel off the top of the bathroom counter and wiped the mirror of the condensation. I looked at my reflection and saw how tired I was. I didn't feel at all tired, but the last few days made it seem like it was.

I grabbed my moisturizer and put some into my hand to then put it on my face. I have to make at least myself look a bit better, then I should feel better. That's how that works, right?

I guess now all I have to do is find something to wear. That's always fun for me to do. I could either wear something that matched my mood or I could pretend that my mood is okay with what I'm wearing. I could also dress up or wear something more comfortable. I mean, I am just going over to Aspyn's house, so I don't need to wear anything too extravagant.

I left my bathroom and went into my closet, shutting the door behind me. I opened up my top drawer and found a bra and underwear to put on. I slid my underwear on with my towel still wrapped around my body. I then dropped my towel to put on my bra. Once I had that on, I had to decide what to wear.