16.7.21
Dear me,
Let's stop. Stop searching for that perfect partner. Let it happen when the time is right.
All these fluttery feeling are nice and being constantly distracted by thoughts of marriage is only ruining your present.
Get back on your tracks now! Trust the process and let it be. Just don't waste hours everyday in empty dreaming.
Let's stop imagining who he is and when you will meet him. Just stop. Nobody told you that there is this phase before marriage where you loose sense of your reality.
Your marriage won't happen any soon. So stop and come back to reality please. Let's stop writing letters.
Come back here when you are about to meet him. Till then, just don't spend your days in dreaming. Please.
If your dream was right , he will show up in November. Wait till then , forget about this matter and work on yourself.
You have lots of things to do. Stop searching for signs of meeting your soul mate in YouTube. Stop looking for signs of marriage. 😭😭😭😭. You are not a teen age girl!
When the time is right, things will happen. Let's trust on the universe's timing. It's true that you so want to meet him soon. He will show up only when you stop searching.But Constantly searching for him won't do anything. Don't mess your mind more.
Let's put the blame on your hormones. Don't get into this energized state. You have lots of other things to do.
Self love, peace. Inhale, exhale. Take care of yourself. Don't throw away your current priorities by dreaming about future. You didn't get this M. Arch course for free , you know the hard work you threw in it. Don't ruin it.
Focus on your personal growth. Let's keep moving forward. The right time will come soon. When it comes, do it confidently without any insecurity. Till then, be satisfied with yourself.
Take care. Don't write anymore letters till the day you are about to meet him.
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Dreams
PoetrySomething that i wanted my future self to know. Something that i had to solve with my present.
