5.3.2021
Emergency update to you,
My profile got uploaded in vetri matrimony, I didn't even expect this to start now. I still have one more year to complete my M. Arch and now this happens. I know marriage and all won't happen till I complete my course. Still, I makes me anxious and I hate it.
The most sad thing was, there were only 10 points in that page about me. How can someone judge me with that? Isn't this system wrong? , it is so stupid. Who will know about my character by looking at those two sudoku boxes?, unbelievable!!!!!!!!!
And also, I got tensed because of this and wasn't able to focus on studying. I heard my parents talking yesterday, that they will somehow repel away whoever calls now, saying some reason, because even they didn't expect this matrimony profile to come up so soon, bloody they only filed it in the first place. Whatever, I am just relieved that, I can focus on my M. Arch now.
It is definitely going to be a stressful journey, but I hope I can just go to nitt hostel and escape from here. I would be lot more peaceful, that depends on this corona too.
Are you facing something like this? This stress?
Some Days I really want to meet you, some days I am scared of this thought itself. I don't feel ready at all. I don't like dream about it, I don't know what is going on in my mind.
If you are reading this, that means I found you somehow. Let's wait patiently till then and just focus on studies 😫😫😫😫, my course is also too stressing, I just want to end this degree in a good way now.
Let me focus. Pray for me that I should get good grades like I did in my last semester.
YOU ARE READING
Dreams
PoetrySomething that i wanted my future self to know. Something that i had to solve with my present.
