Confusing Love

Hunter is a lying pig

On Monday at lunch, I notice that clearly no one knows that Hunter kissed Adrianna. Adrianna is seated with me and my friends. Hunter is over at a table with his friends, and his girlfriend. His arm is looped around her tiny waist. I’m sick to my stomach when I see that his girlfriend Rachel is smiling widely up at Hunter, and he looks down at her revealing an awkward but big smile. I shake my head, so pissed off at Hunter, I imagine going over there and slapping him really hard, making a massive red hand mark on his beautiful face.  I growl in pure anger as I see him give her a kiss, with the same lips he kissed Adrianna the day before. ‘’Wow, what’s wrong, why are you growling?’’ Alex says. I turn to him and give him a thin lipped smile ‘’I felt like it’’ and turn back around to my lunch. I feel like I’m about to explode. Ryan laughs under his breath, probably hoping no one would hear, but i heard him. He's been avoiding me for a few days, and it kind of hurts me because we were so close. I look up and stare at Ryan. When he looks back up he notices me staring at him, and he looks away quickly. I grab his hand tightly, making sure he isnt able to release ''We need to talk'' I say, my voice wobbling a bit. He looks down at his sandwich and shrugs ''we dont have to'' he mumbles. I still hold onto his hand tightly as i whisper angrily ''Yes...we do!'' i almost start to yell. he sighs, then gets up, still hand-in-hand with me and leads me out of the cafeteria and outside, where the cold wind whipped my hair around ''What'' he says. I stare at him softly ''why do you hate me, Ryan'' I grab his shoulder, tears running down my cheeks, he stands there looking uncomfortable ''You dont even care about me anymore, what happened, what did i even do! last time i checked i didnt do anything wrong, so you hate me for no reason!'' I scream angrily. A circle of people have started to surround us. He stares at the ground, and then back up at me ''i said i dont want to talk about it'' he mumbles. ''When do you want to talk about it Ryan, because at the moment im kind of starting to think we're never going to talk about it, Just forget it, dont talk to me again'' I storm off, not looking back at him, he's probably jumping up and down at the thought of us never speaking again.