Confusing Love

Break up

I hear a banging at the door a few minutes later, I ignore it. I don't want to talk to him right now. After a little while the banging stops and I realise he probably left. I sigh and pick up my phone, typing in Elle's number "I think me and Ryan broke up..." I sent the message and after a few seconds my phone vibrated. I look at the screen "WHAT! I'll be at your place soon!" – Elle. I sighed.

More banging at the door a few minutes later, but this time it was Elle "Stop banging, argh!" I groan, pulling the door open. "Sorryyy" Elle wraps me in a hug "You okay?" she asks. I nod, and lead her into the kitchen. No one was home- which is good because if my mum was home she would scream at me to stop the banging. I pour both of us a glass of orange juice, and grab a back of chips. We go up to my room and sit on the bed chomping on BBQ chips, which were both of our favourites. Why didn't I invite Sabrina? I could only deal with 1 person- and that 1 person was Elle. She was slightly more supportive. Sabrina would probably end up being on Ryan's side- she would probably agree with Ryan that I shouldn't be talking to Hunter. "So, what happened?" Elle asks, popping a chip into her mouth, she looks at me her face softening. "I've been talking to Hunter lately, he apologised and I forgave him. Ryan thought I shouldn't have forgiven him and Ryan got upset and jealous. I couldn't deal with his negativity'' I explain. She nodded "Fair enough, I think it's good to forgive people, give them a second chance so they can prove to you they are a good person. Ryan is just jealous because he is scared he will lose you" Elle points out, putting 3 chips into her mouth and chomping on them. She sips some of her orange juice and puts it down next to her on the bedside table. I smile, at least she understands. I nod "Yeah" I say. The rest of the day, we hang out and take pictures, which we post online. After a little while, I got a message "Where was my invite?" It was from Sabrina. I sigh and ignore the message; I didn't want to have a fight with her over something so stupid. I can hang out with whomever, and whenever- I don't always have to invite her too. She always expected me to invite her to everything, if I wanted to hang out with Elle- Sabrina comes too, if I want to hang out with Ryan- Sabrina begs to come too. It isn't fair, it's just annoying.

Elle stays the night, and we have a sleepover. This is good; because I never get to have a sleepover with only Elle- it has always been Me, Elle and Sabrina. Not me and Elle.

But by the morning I have 3 missed calls, and 6 text messages, I have a feeling its Sabrina. I click on my messages, 2 messages are from Ryan, and the rest are Sabrina. 2 missed call from Ryan, 1 missed call from Sabrina.

I click on the voice message Ryan left for me "Hey...its Ryan, well you already know that by my ID *cough* anyway, I really want to talk to you about our break up, I really miss you, and I don't think you should of broken up with me because I got jealous, some girls like jealous guys...I guess not you huh? *awkward laugh* anyway, I have to go, call me?" - Ryan. I frown, and listen to the second one "I understand you don't want to talk, but you don't have to even talk to me, you just have to listen, please" I put my phone down and sigh. I should talk to him.