Confusing Love

To much to explain

When I wake up, my arms are wrapped around Ryan, and his arm is around my neck, my head is resting on his now bare stomach. I gasp and sit up quickly. His top was off, but thank god his pants were still on. ''Ryan...'' I mumble. His eyes flutter open, i never knew his eyelashes were so long. ''Yeah'' He answers back, closing his eyes again. ''Why is your top off'' i ask.

He laughs ''Its like 40 degrees, is that a serious question'' He throws the blanket off of him. I laugh slowly, but cant help but stare at his chest. ''Yeah, its pretty hot'' i say. I try to get out of bed, but instead of falling onto the ground, i fall onto him, my stomach was now on his. I laugh ''Sorry...I'm sorry'' i say quickly, jumping out of bed and running. I have never felt these feelings for Ryan before, i didn't know what was happening. I run into my sister's room, hoping she was in there, and she was. I close the door behind me and catapult myself onto her bed. ''Wake up and help me'' i cry out. She laughs, and rips the blankets off of her ''Why catapult onto me, come on!'' she rubs her leg. ''What's wrong'' She asks. I stare at her, not sure if she would tell on me for having a boy in my bed...''You know Ryan, right?'' i ask. She nods, and smiles ''Sweet boy, he's cute too'' She says. I look at her ''He was having a hard time last night, so he came over and stayed here for the night, i think i might like him, i haven't had feelings for him before, he's my friend'' I explain, leaving the unnecessary details out. She looks at me and smiles ''Your growing up, hey'' She says. ''Do you know if he likes you?'' She asks. I look at her and smile slowly ''That's why he came to me with his problems...I have to go, love you'' I run out before hearing her response. I walk into my room, he's sitting in my bed, on my laptop taking photos of himself making silly faces ''Oh that's hot Ryan, very hot'' I laugh and jump onto my bed, joining in. I poke my tongue out and look into the camera.

''I'm hungry, lets go make pancakes'' Ryan says ''If you want to make pancakes?'' He asks. I smile ''I sure do'' I say to him.

We spend the whole day watching movies, eating food, talking, and relaxing.