Confusing Love

The fight

The last time i went to the beach, was when Ryan admitted he liked me. That was 2 weeks ago. I'm walking on the hot sand, and sit down, a lot of people from school were here, its the hang out for the popular kids, including Hunter. I look over at Hunter and Adrianna, they were sitting on a big rock and people surrounded them while Hunter talked. I look away, and look out to sea. But hear a voice behind me ''Hey princess'' A deep loud voice says, but not nicely, it was a rude tone. Hunter. ''Oh hey'' i say. ''Nice to see you here'' I say, annoyed. ''Hunter just leave her alone'' I hear another voice. A warm, nice voice. Its Ryan's. I smile, and bite my lip softly. ''Oh look, its prince charming, here to save his princess, well actually she's not much of a princess, she's not even pretty'' He spits onto the ground. I laugh ''Say's someone who stuck his tongue down my throat when i tried to help you study'' I say. Ryan looks at me with pure disgust ''What? you never told me that...'' He says, turning around and punching Hunter in the face. Ryan grabs my hand and runs. We don't run to my car, we run into the ocean ''What the heck are we doing? I wasn't even in my bathers, I'm fully clothed'' I scream. Ryan shakes his head and laughs "Hunter cant swim'' He screams back.

We stay in the water for about 10 minutes, waiting for Hunter to stop looking for us. When he goes back over to his friends, me and Ryan start swimming. When we get out we walk up the sandy stairs leading up to the car park. Ryan doesn't talk for a few minutes ''What's wrong?'' I ask, shivering. He looks at me, and his eyebrows raise up ''What's wrong'' He says ''Is that a serious question'' I just stare at him, waiting for an answer. ''Why didn't you tell me what Hunter did'' He says angrily ''I would of done something sooner'' I look at the ground, and then look up at Ryan ''I didn't kiss him back, i pushed him off of me, that's why i was crying'' I mumble sadly ''I forgot to tell you'' I look at the ground again, tears falling down my cheeks. ''I should go'' I say, before running as fast as i could, I'm running away from Ryan again, i feel like i do that a lot. When i get to my car, i jump in and drive home, tears building up in my eyes. I blink them away quickly. I didn't want to face Ryan, especially after all of this, i wouldn't be surprised if he doesn't want to speak to me anymore.

I've spent 2 days in my room. Watching movies, crying and sleeping.