Love hurts 18+ (BTS Jimin)

1) How things are...

First of all, allow me to give you some kind of back story. So basically Jimin and N are dating, in fact they've been dating for almost 3 years! And not only that but they've already made the step to move in together last year so they live together too, isn't that sweet💖

But that was just the quick basic information, you see, ever since they started dating they've always been pretty close with each other and they both felt that feeling you get when you've met someone and you feel like this is the person you want to love forever. Their relationship was pretty much as perfect as you could imagine.

Now, I say was because their relationship for sure took at turn... Ever since they moved in together it was like everything turned upside down... They began fighting pretty often sometimes even to the point where N would cry because they were fighting. And they would literally fight over everything, even the most stupid things.

The problem though is that they both love each other a lot and no one wanted to end the relationship even though it was definitely harming them both because of how they were fighting recently. They both knew how much they loved each other so it wasn't like one of them had thoughts about ending it, it was always just... fight, make up, agree to never fight again which would only last a couple of days, then thinking things would get better but then the cycle repeats.

Now that you know where we're at let's get into the story. 🤙 So it was a Friday night, Jimin and N had just gotten over the fight they had yesterday and were ready to start over. Since it was still a work day though they both had to go to work. (Jimin isn't in BTS in this story so he just had whatever random job you can imagine lol)

But they agreed to spend some time together after work as a couple since they hadn't really done that for real because of the fights. However today out of all days Jimin had some extra things to do at work and N knew that, so he told her he would be home at around 6 PM. She was fine with that but that was until more time started passing...

It was literally almost 10 PM and Jimin wasn't home yet and she had received no texts or calls about where he was so she started to get impatient as all she had done since she got home was literally just waiting for him. She finally thought this time would be the time they start over for good, no more fights, but of course something like this had to happen.

Tears started to fall from her cheeks as she was starting to get so stressed and tired from all of this shit she had to deal with. Finally though, at 10 PM she heard the door unlock so she quickly wiped away her tears and went to the door so she could look at Jimin when he got inside.

So she stood there, looking at him get inside their house and because she was stressed she didn't even care about starting another fight.

N: "Oh waoow Jimin, you're finally here, do you know what time it is?!?! Where have you even been???! It's literally 10 PM, you said
you would be home no later than 6 PM, why can't you-" she said in the most snoppy way ever since she was so tired of this crap to be honest.

Jimin: "Just stop okay! Can you not do that right now? Before you yell at me can you at least let me explain??"
N: "I'm not even yelling at you why do you have to take everything personal?!! Do you know how many hours I've literally just been waiting??! The second I got home I've been waiting for you on the one fucking day we decide to actually do something and then you can't even show up?"
Jimin: "I know I know, I'm really sorry okay, please just calm down and let me explain"
N: "Jimin I'm so tired of this, I don't want to hear it right now I don't care anymore! If you didn't want to try and start over you could've just said so. And don't tell me to calm down! You're really making it feel like I'm yelling at you when I'm not"
Jimin: "Really??? Can you fucking stop doing that?! I don't wanna argue with you right now okay, can't you just at least pretend to care?! You know I'm actually trying my best, I do want to start over but it's not my fault I had to stay in late, if I didn't do that my boss would've fired me, is that what you want?!!? Then who's going to pay for you huh?! I'm sorry you feel like I'm not trying hard enough but you really need to calm down sometimes, and you were clearly yelling at me but whatever"
N: "Jimin... please please just stop attacking me like that... I really can't do this right now... I know it's not your fault I'm really sorry okay! It's just I thought this time would be different, that we would actually stop doing this but I feel like you're just always mad at me and...and.." she said as she broke down in tears as she wasn't able to hide it anymore...

Deep down she knew Jimin was telling the truth, she knew how hard he was working to take care of her and himself since N was too busy with school to have an actual job. She always felt so bad whenever they were fighting and Jimin did too, however luckily they both knew that they deep down they really do love each other.

Jimin: "Hey...no don't cry" he said as he softly approached her carefully because they were still fighting however she didn't hesitate to hug him back. She obviously still loves him.

Jimin: "You know I'm not mad you, but sometimes things just can't always turn out like how we want them to turn out... we always think it's gonna be different don't we? Like it'll be the last time this is happening but somehow we always end up arguing like this and it's really hard, for both of us... but I'm truly trying my best to make things better for you and I know you're trying too okay? Don't worry about this anymore let's just try to move on now and then let's try again tomorrow" he said as they both began to calm down, especially N.

Not gonna lie she really overreacted but she did have a bad day so waiting for that many hours for Jimin to get home was just what was missing from the bomb before it could explode.

N: "Awww...I'm so sorry Jimin, I shouldn't have yelled at you like that... of course I know it's hard, and of course I feel that you're always trying your best, you know you're never the problem right? Most of the time it's probably me... it's just I'm still really hurt from the fight we had yesterday and I'm really sorry I let that effect you..." she said as the warm and safe hug slowly came to an end. Jimin then took her hands as she was still crying a little bit.

Jimin: "You're not the problem either okay? The problem is that when we don't agree with each other we both get defensive and that's hard to change because that's just how we are I guess. I'm really sorry about yesterday though... I really wish we could move on as easily as it sounds, but unfortunately it can't be like that all the time..."
N: "Right... but Jimin?"
Jimin: "Yes?"
N: "I just...want to apologize to you if I've been more defensive the past few days, it's just you know... I'm having a lot of mood swings this week so I'm really sorry if you felt that, especially yesterday and today"
Jimin: "Yeah... of course that's okay, I understand. Let's just try to forget all of this now okay? I think we're both kinda tired so let's try to get some sleep soon and then we'll start over tomorrow and this time let's not let any argument get between us again alright?"
N: "Okay.. thank you so much..."
Jimin: "Of course... You know I love you so much right? Even though we fight a lot I really really care about you I hope you never forget that"
N: "I love you too, and you know I care about you so much too, I hope you know that" she said as they hugged each other tightly again followed by a kiss.

They then went to bed shortly after, both wishing that this would actually be the last argument.... and who knows, maybe it actually will be😉