Love hurts 18+ (BTS Jimin)

5) Behind closed doors

Bff: "Hey...N I'm gonna be sleeping here tonight so if he tries to start a fight you have me okay? And he wants to talk to you but remember, tell him you're pregnant and don't let your boyfriend control you in any way" she quickly whispered before Jimin could signal to N that they needed to talk.

N then slowly and drunkly got up from the couch as she looked at her bestie, not even completely understanding what she had just said. She then walked towards Jimin as she smiled shyly at him.

She was starting to somewhat calm down but she still didn't know what to do or feel about everything that was happening. She and Jimin then went into their shared bedroom while N's best friend got comfortable on the couch. She had honestly planned to snoop on their conversation but soon enough she blacked out from being too drunk loool.

Jimin closed the door behind him and they both slowly sat down on their bed. N was still drunk but she obviously sensed what was going on... None of them said anything though, until N decided to break the silence while trying to sound like she wasn't drunk lol.

N: "I'm sorry... if what I did made you upset or worried, I didn't mean to do that..." she said as she looked away since she felt really bad about what had happened. Especially about all that weird crap her bestie was saying about her needing to lie to Jimin about being pregnant.

Jimin: "It's fine... I just want to know what made you think it was a good idea to drink in the first place when you clearly know you can't drink while you're pregnant"
N: "I don't know... I know it was stupid you don't have to tell me so many times I get it!"
Jimin: "Fine, I'm sorry for worrying about you then, but calm down, your friend is still here, she clearly has a problem with us arguing"
N: "Because she cares about me"
Jimin: "And I don't??"
N: "I didn't say that" she said, still looking away because she was upset, drunk and scared.

Jimin: "Alright then" he said as they both went silent again. They both knew they needed to talk but none of them wanted to.

It was clear that they weren't good for each other anymore... but none of them wanted to admit it. They both love each other so bad, yet they're also hurting each other by fighting...

N: "What exactly did you want to talk about?"
Jimin: "What do you think?? How about the fact that you knew all this time you were pregnant and you didn't tell me??! And then you decide to drink that much when you know what that's going to do to the baby. And how about all the things you're telling your friend because she kept going on about how bad I treat you and how it's all my fault because I got you pregnant against your will?? Like what is that about?!! Is that what you think of me?!"
N: "Jimin please stop... you're telling me to calm down when you're the one yelling at me! I don't want to talk about it right now okay! I feel bad enough about it already you don't have to lay it out like that..."
Jimin: "So it's true then? You actually think I got you pregnant on purpose?! And that I don't treat you well?! And-"
N: "Jimin STOP!! I really can't do this right now, do you know how hard this is for me too?!! I NEVER said you don't treat me well, I don't know why she would say that! And of course I don't think about you like that! It happens okay! We already talked about it, it's NOT your fault I'm pregnant, it's on both of us! Can you please just leave me alone??! I don't wanna talk to you right now..." she yelled, waking her best friend up because they were now yelled so loudly at each other...

Jimin: "Of course I know it's hard for you! I never said it wasn't! But literally all I do is worry about you all the fucking time because you never tell me ANYTHING anymore! You told me you didn't know for sure if you were pregnant or not and now I'm finding out from your friend that you are?! You know that's going to change everything for me too but you still decided to keep that from me?!! I'm not leaving you alone until we've talked about this so can you please tell me what's going on with you because as I've already said a thousand times I'm really fucking worried about you so will you please at least tell me something?!"
N: "Jimin I'm not keeping anything from you!! I still need to try a pregnancy test okay?! So calm the fuck down! You don't need to worry about me anymore, I'm fine. You should start worrying about yourself instead! I know you're really stressed too, if you only focus on me you can't focus on your own problems and that's making me worried, so start thinking about yourself too!"
Jimin: "Wow..."
N: "Yeah...I'm not the only one with problems Jimin, if you keep running from them you're just making it harder for yourself... Sometimes I feel like you forget how much I care about you too. But I really want to be alone right now okay, can we please talk about this later..."
Jimin: "Fine, then leave, if that's what you want" he said, completely ignoring everything else she was saying...