Love hurts 18+ (BTS Jimin)

34) Curiosity

As N was on her way to her besties crib, hundreds of thoughts ran through her head as she kept thinking about how her bestie was going to react to all the things with Jimin. N was debating wether or not she should tell her about the fact that they had sex and made out for literal hours, and the fact that they agreed to take an official dating break.

Giving the fact that N and her bestie are close as fuck and pretty much queens of gossiping and oversharing, N was probably going to tell her anyways lol. As N made it to her best friend's place she knocked on the door, however, she quickly realized that it was unlocked so she just made her way inside.

N: "Yo! I'm here..." she yelled, honestly pretty nervous because she knew she was going to have to talk about everything that happened with Jimin last night...

Bff: "Giiirl!!! What the fuck, hiii" she screamed as she ran to hug N as a form of greeting.

Bff: "Okay right off the bat, you look trashed as fuck, like how much did you drink yesterday??" she laughed as she and N subconsciously started going to the kitchen, as N's best friend had prepared some hangover friendly food lol. And by preparing I basically mean that she made noodles lmaooo! Chef's kiss am I right?😂😂

N: "Woah thanks for the compliment, but to be honest I don't even know how much I ended up drinking, I just always had a new drink in my hand you know.."
Bff: "Yeah I get that, you just look hungover as fuck. But I meaaaan, you were with Jimin and giving his bad alcohol habits I'm not even surprised to be honest" she said sarcastically even though it was kinda rude, while N sat down by the kitchen table as her bestie started searching for bowls and chopsticks so they could start eating the noodles.

N: "Omg...you did not just say that"
Bff: "I did and I'm proud of it lmao. Here you go, I made my infamous Korean ramen 라면 since I knew you would be hungover" she sarcastically said as she started serving her food.

Hearing how she was talking about Jimin made N nervous about spilling the beans, as N for sure knew how mad her best friend would get! As the girls started eating, N's bestie wanted answers. She knew about the make out from the drunk messages and needless to say she wanted information😂

Bff: "Sooo like, are you gonna spill the beans or what?"
N: "Oh uhm... what do you mean? There's literally nothing to spill..."
Bff: "Girl.. I don't know if you're aware, but you drunk texted me last night and I know I read something about you and Jimin making out. Why were you even drinking to begin with?? No wait, why were you even with him to begin with..?? Like I have so many questions!!"
N: "Oh my god... I completely I forgot I told you that... uhm.. basically, I was having a crisis because of that thing with Taeyong I told you about and I had bad anxiety too, and you weren't available until later so... I called Jimin to ask him if I could come over because I didn't want to be alone..."
Bff: "Oh...of course that makes sense, so it was a drinking to forget kinda situation..? And wait, have you gotten back to Taeyong yet??"
N: "So I haven't gotten back to Taeyong yet, but I obviously don't like him like that so I'm going to tell him that it's not going to work out between us and that I won't be his prom date or his girlfriend, I just need to find a way to phrase it nicely, but yeah it pretty much was, like Jimin was already drinking when I called him so he asked me if I wanted a drink and I said yes, and then... you know, one drink led to another"
Bff: "Oh my god, okay first of all that sounds like a good plan because you don't wanna be mean to Taeyong, he's a good guy! But... basically what you're saying is that Jimin intentionally got you drunk??"
N: "What?! No I didn't say that at all, it was all on me like I was the one who agreed to drink in the first place, and he was pretty drunk too so if he wanted to get me drunk for whatever reason he probably wouldn't be drinking too"
Bff: "You're literally defending him over such a small accusation like... it's honestly kinda cute, but let me get this straight, you were casually hanging out and getting drunk with your ex who clearly still loves you? Sounds risky as fuck if you ask me!"
N: "I don't see how it's so bad... and you keep suppressing the fact that I love him too"
Bff: "Noooo it's just, people can have erotic intentions when drunk so I just feel like it's risky because Jimin could easily take advantage of you, like drunk you wouldn't realize what kinda stuff you agree to do"
N: "But you know Jimin isn't like that, gosh you really have your image of him twisted..."
Bff: "Then what's up with the fact that you were making out with him??? Like was that true??" she said while sipping on her peaceful green tea while simultaneously slurping down the ramen.