Love hurts 18+ (BTS Jimin)

4) What a night

Through the night they both had so many different ups and downs, everything from screaming and running around like crazy people to sitting down and crying over the deepest talks ever.

They were both so extremely drunk literally the smallest thing would get them from sitting down and talking to running around and jumping loool.

As for right now, they were having a relationship talk as they both needed to talk about wha even happened with the pregnancy and about the fights between Jimin and N and stuff like that. The worst part was that they still drank while talking hence consuming even more alcohol when they were literally both seconds away from passing out at this point.

Bff: "Buuut I know you like didn't hahahah fight for likeee aaah like months or what how long ago was the last fightttt hahahahah??!!!" she drunkly spat out as her and N were sitting on the floor, swaying and laughing while talking about Jimin and N.

N: "It waaaas exactly one month and 2 weeks aaand 3 days agooo hahahahaha and we didn't fight since then and it's sooo nice because it feels like how our relationship was before we became like this hahahah!!!"
Bff: "Literallyyyy that's soo long ago like it's okay but like literally what the fucking fuck happened you two were sooo happy and now it's just like stress and fights and who of you changed???!!"
N: "Obviously it was Jimiiin hahahaha"
Bff: "But Jimin would say it was youuu"
N: "But he is wrong theeen because likeee"
Bff: "Waaaaiiit giiirl you said you were scared to tell Jimin that you're pregnant because what if he starts a fight soo it is his fault!!! It's always the guys fault!!!"
N: "It's just because hahahaha sometimes like I feel like he gets mad at meee and like I feel like we're both soooo fucking stressed all the time and I don't know what we're doing wrong... like I really really love him sooo much but at the same time he's making me feel stressed and I know I'm making him stressed too and what if I was pregnant and like omg I don't know what to do anymoreeee"
Bff: "Listen the fuck up queen!!! Don't you EVER let your boyfriend control you like that!! Ever!! I know you love him so much but sometimes if you love someone but you both know you're not good for each other anymore you need to let it go... We both know how much you love each other but maybe you both reached a point in your life where you're both fucking stressed and you still both need to make the relationship work but that's hard when you're both mentally exhausted!! I'm not saying you should break up with Jimin BUT right now you're not good for each other anymore before you both get your personal problems together do you understand what I mean???!!"
N: "But I can't live without him.... trust me I know we're not good for each other anymore, I know we're both at a low point in our lives and maintaining a relationship is hard for both of us but we haven't been fighting for some time now right... like I really don't wanna lose him... like I really really love him even though he hurts me when we fight"
Bff: "But it shouldn't be like that!!!! You shouldn't even be fighting to begin with!!! How are you even going to tell him you're not pregnant?!?! What if that starts a fight?! I can't see you get hurt anymore like it hurts me too!!"
N: "Omg I don't know what to do.... stop saying all that as it is it's making me feel sad" she said as they still both continued to drink as much as their bodies would allow.

They were both still extremely drunk and they were too deep into this talk so they didn't even care about the fact that they both sat on the now sticky alcohol stained floor like two old crackers loool.

Bff: "But if you don't want to break up with him them maybe take a break for some months and promise each other to get your shit together and then when you're both not stressed anymore you can date again??"
N: "But I couldn't do that... like I don't think you understand... if we break up I would get so sad all my problems would just get so much worse if I didn't have him..."
Bff: "But a little break doesn't have to be it's a breakup, it's just a break where you don't see each other for some time"
N: "I know you're only trying to help me but I can't... I love him too much to not see him"
Bff: "Okay okay I get, but you NEED to think about yourself too!!! Just remember that okay?? But about the pregnancy... maybe we should just do something special then...??"
N: "What do you mean?? I'm not pregnant we literally just found out?? hahahha"
Bff: "But that was HOURS ago, what if Jimin secretly wants you to get pregnant so he did it to you on purpose and then he'll get mad when you say you're not pregnant?!?! I seriously don't want you to fight with him, not when you have this one month, 2 weeks, 3 days streak"
N: "WHAT?!?! No Jimin wouldn't do that?! The last thing he wants is for me to be pregnant right now, it's the worst timing for both of us like ever!!! We can't even take care of ourselves how the FUCK would we take care of a child?!"
Bff: "Buuut you said he already treats you like you're pregnant, like he changed his mindset or whatever so that literally means he can't get mad at you because he's probably scared, I mean you could tell him you haven't tried the test yet??? That wouldn't really change anything would it?! Or maybe don't tell him anything?!"
N: "What the fuck are you talking about???! You want me to lie to him about his child that doesn't even exist?!?! He's really stressed too just so you know, I sure don't think he needs to think about that responsibility when I'm not actually pregnant and we're not even planning on having kids so what good would that do???"
Bff: "YET! You're gonna have kids in the future anymore and you KNOW that!! You've literally always wanted that. It's probably good for him then so he can learn what it's like to have some fucking responsibility and not get mad at you for breathing"
N: "You're making him sound so bad right now, when we fight it's literally because we're both mad, it's not only his fault it's on me too... Trust me he doesn't need that responsibility crap you're on about, he already works late so he can take care of me and himself, he's already responsible or whatever you're calling it sis"
Bff: "Wait nooo giirl now we're misunderstanding each other, I just don't want you to fight with him ever again!!! If he thinks you're pregnant he'll continue to treat you like he does now, and you'll continue to have your old-like relationship!!! Doesn't that sound good??" she said as they both finished yet another drink.