Love hurts 18+ (BTS Jimin)

10) The aftermath

So, Jimin and N broke up. After almost 3 years together, living together with ups and downs, they broke up. Now we all know how painful breakups are, however they can seriously ruin you when the person you broke up with meant EVERYTHING to you.

After N decided to yell at Jimin and break up with him, Jimin tried to call her, text her, everything but she never responded so he eventually stopped trying. He had to accept it, he had lost her.

N lived with her best friend for some weeks as she didn't have anywhere to go because she and Jimin lived together. However as those weeks passed, N moved to another city, still pretty close to the area but still somewhere new.

She just needed a fresh start, however she quickly started to feel the huge effect the breakup had on her... She began isolating herself more and more as the days passed and she became more and more depressed and anxious too.

Before she knew it she was kicked out of school due to the massive amount of absence and mental problems she was facing... her life was falling even more apart. She also stopped keeping in contact with EVERYONE she knew as she was so depressed she didn't even want to talk to anyone. The only person in her life was her best friend, but even her she didn't see that much anymore...

She refused to get help and she developed both depression and anxiety. Jimin had always been that one person who kept her feeling safe a d happy, but without Jimin, the person she loved SO GOD DAMN MUCH, she didn't want to do anything... and the fact that she kept thinking he cheated on her made things even worse....

As for Jimin, his life took a turn for the worse too. He sold the apartment since he didn't want to be there anymore because that would just make him feel extremely bad. But being that he didn't have N anymore, the one person who kept him going, he quit his job too as he didn't see any purpose in working there anymore.

He didn't care about anything anymore and the place he was living in now sure showed that. The only thing that kept him going throughout the breakup was literally drinking... And now he was drinking all the time it had become a really bad problem. So basically he developed a drinking problem and he spend all the money he got from those support systems on alcohol.

Luckily Jimin still kept in touch with some of his friends but that was obviously hard when all he did was drinking and he didn't care about anything anymore. And the worst thing is that he still doesn't know what the fuck happened.

Now 6 months had passed since they broke up and their problems only got worse... None of them had fully gotten over the breakup to be honest but what was there to do about it?

One day though, N' best friend decided that it was time for N to get her life back, it was time for N to get the help she needed. No one should be THIS effected by a breakup. Therefore she came by as she sometimes would because N didn't want to go anywhere.

She knocked on the door and N went to open it as she knew it would be her best friend since no one else knew where she lived.

Bff: "Hiii N!!"
N: "Hi"
Bff: "Sooo how are you today?" she smiled as she walked inside N's small cheap house like she lived there, trying so hard to set the mood and be energetic.

N: "The same as last time I saw you" she said with no emotion as she went to close the door since her best friend just walked inside without a care.

Bff: "Oh...so no progress"
N: "No"
Bff: "Okay well... I'm sorry to say this girl, but this can't continue"
N: "If you're here to tell me to get help I don't want it"
Bff: "I know, and that's a problem. How are you ever going to move on when you don't even want to get help? You can't, and that's why I might have done something"
N: "I don't want to get help I don't need it and it doesn't matter anyways. Whatever you're suggesting, it's a NO"
Bff: "Well that's too late sis, I did some googling aaaand I got you a therapist. You have an appointment in 2 days, I hope you're ready"
N: "You WHAT?!"
Bff: "N-"
N: "Why did you do that when you know I don't want it?!"
Bff: "Because you NEED it N. It's been freaking 6 MONTHS! You've lost your whole life, you got kicked out of school and all you do is stay inside and basically do nothing. Are you really going to let one stupid man who cheated on you ruin you like that?!"
N: "It's not because of him"
Bff: "Come on N, it's ALL because of him. I don't care what you say, YOU NEED HELP! If you're not going by yourself I'm literally kidnapping you and forcing you to go in there"
N: "Good luck with that because it's not happening"
Bff: "Yes it is N, it IS happening. Wether you like it or not" she said as they continued to discuss the topic.