29) The kiss

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N was honestly nervous about what Jimin had to say... like what could it be? They broke the cute couple position Jimin started talking.

Jimin: "Uhm...okay first of all, we...haven't really talked about...you know, when I tried to kiss you-"
N: "Jimin..." she interrupted as she quickly figured out what this was about... He was for sure going to confess.

Jimin: "N please...I haven't been able to apologize and I feel really bad about that"
N: "You don't have to apologize, it's okay..."
Jimin: "But I'm really sorry..."
N: "It's okay... really, please don't feel bad about it" she nervously said.

She was literally fighting a freaking battle in her head right now! She had this though that if Jimin confesses she's going to confess too but her anxiety kept convincing her that she shouldn't say a word and now she was just hella nervous. Jimin wasn't planning on saying as much as he was about to say, but he did it anyways.

Jimin: "How can I not feel bad about it when we just keep pretending like it never happened, like everything in our past never happened, because that's just easier right? It's easier to pretend, but you know what? It's ruining me N. I can't pretend anymore okay? I can't keep seeing you like this and talking to you like this and having to pretend that I moved on because it really fucking hurts. You know what, I never really moved on N, and from the day you left me till now you're still all I think about. I really miss you N, and I don't expect you to feel the same I just can't keep it to myself anymore, you deserve to know... look, I'm sorry if I'm pressuring you with all of this, I hope this doesn't ruin what we're building now" he said as N just listened in shock. She didn't expect to hear THIS!

N didn't even know what to say... she loved him and she really freaking missed him! It was just like her anxiety kept telling her to not say anything even though she really wanted to... And she could tell that Jimin was starting to get nervous too because she wasn't saying a word. But if her head wouldn't allow her to answer she had to do it in some other way right...?

They were sitting extremely close already so without thinking too much about the consequences she kissed Jimin!!!! AAAHHH IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!

It was really quick though, since she wasn't even thinking about what the hell she was doing.. But it felt so god damn good, like it was what they had both wanted for so long and now it finally happened! Jimin was LOST for words, he was just smiling at N and then he took her hand so she knew that it was okay. She fucking kissed him OMG!

N: "I...I'm really sorry... omg I just... I don't know what to say..."
Jimin: "It's okay... you don't have to say anything" he smiled as they looked deeply into each other's eyes... They both felt where it was going.

Jimin slowly placed his arms around N's body and then he pulled her closer to him. They then kissed again but this time was so different! The kiss was SO passionate and filled with love, like everything they've both wanted for the longest time was put into it!

It was soft and slow yet so damn passionate, and none of them wanted to break it since they missed each other so bad so they kissed for a long ass time.

When they finally broke the kiss they just immediately hugged each other tightly like they hadn't seen each other in forever. They were both so happy right now it was insane! Small soft happy tears even started to fall from N's eyes because she was really overwhelmed.

N: "I really miss you too Jimin" she softly said into the hug as she could now finally reply to what Jimin said earlier.

As they broke the hug Jimin took her hands again and they just smiled at each other. However, N suddenly got a call that ruined the entire moment lmao.

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