Love hurts 18+ (BTS Jimin)

28) Love...

Jimin could either take the bus or take the taxi to get to N's place, however the bus would take 30 minutes and that was way to long in a situation like this, so he got in a taxi. He was able to get there pretty fast as traffic wasn't too bad at this hour.

Jimin hadn't visited N in her new apartment before so this was his first time seeing how she had been living since they broke up. Jimin softly knocked on the door, however N's door was actually unlocked as she hadn't locked it after her best friend left due to her anxiety being so bad she couldn't even move. As he realized the door wasn't locked he let himself in and locked the door behind him.

Jimin: "I'm here" he softly said as he then saw N sitting on the floor in her small cute living room, crying and shaking.

She didn't even care that Jimin was going to see her like this, I mean they dated for 3 years after all so he had literally seen all of her already lol.

N: "Jimin...I'm so sorry..."
Jimin: "Aww...it's okay, it's okay" he softly said as he got down on the floor next to her, as he didn't want to ask her to get up because he knew how hard that was for her right now.

Since she was still shaking Jimin took her hand to calm her down and that was just what she needed! However she was still crying and having difficulty breathing so Jimin had to calm her down some more.

Jimin: "Everything is going to be okay, you're safe now❤️ but you need to focus on breathing, okay?" he softly said as he watched her calm down very slowly.

She was just nodding anxiously while still crying... Jimin began to softly caress her back while he kept telling her that it was going to be okay and that she needed to remember to breathe as she was literally a MESS right now.

Jimin: "N you need to focus on breathing okay? Can you do that for me?"
N: "No.... I can't..." she cried out while still shaking.

Jimin: "But you need to try, come on you can do it" he softly said as he put his arms around her to make her feel even more safe than before.

He didn't know if she would be okay with being so close to him, as she did reject his kiss earlier, but he pulled her a little closer anyways. Needless to say it was working, because she was finally starting to calm down! As her breathing started to stabilize she really wanted to hug him so she could be even closer to him.

She nervously and hesitantly tried to hug him and as Jimin noticed he immediately hugged her back. He then pulled her closer to him in the softest and sweetest way now that he realized she actually did want to hug him. He continued to caress her while constantly reassuring her that she was safe and that everything was okay.

After about 10 minutes of Jimin continuously calming her down she eventually got out of the anxiety attack. Her breathing was now stable again and she wasn't shaking anymore. She softly began to wipe her tears away as she had stopped crying. Good thing she called Jimin, who knows how long she would've been in the attack if she was all by herself...

As N was starting to feel better she slowly broke the hug. She honestly wanted to stay in his arms but she didn't want Jimin to know so she got it together and broke the hug. You see, N was still trying to hide her feelings for Jimin even though she now knew that Jimin hadn't moved on.

Jimin: "How are you feeling...?" he asked in the softest way as he watched her calm down.

N: "A lot better...thank you for helping me... and I'm sorry for making you come all the way over here when we're not even supposed to meet today..."
Jimin: "Aww that's not a problem, don't worry about that, I'm just glad you're okay" he smiled as they both slowly got up from the floor and went to sit in the couch.