Love hurts 18+ (BTS Jimin)

30) Do they love or just like?

Since N knew that her bestie was coming in less than a minute she just stood by the door to greet her, however after the encounter with Jimin, N's best friend sure had someone questions! She literally stormed into N'a apartment as she was ready to get some answers.

N: "Hi.."
Bff: "Yo N! Cut the slack! You mind telling me why Jimin was just here??!" she literally yelled as she closed the door behind her.

N couldn't tell if she was mad or excited, but that honestly didn't matter. The fact that Jimin and her bestie obviously met each other had her frozen because who knows what kind of conversation they had.

N: "Oh...uhm... he-"
Bff: "Girl I ran into him on my way here so no lies! Why was he taking care of you? And why are you so happy all of a sudden? Like don't tell me you literally skipped school to be with him because then-"
N: "It's not like that okay! I can't tell if you're mad at me or not..."
Bff: "I'm not mad at you N, I'm just surprised... I thought you wanted to be alone... like that's what you told me, so the fact that Jimin was here is just kinda...suspicious to me, because I know you weren't supposed to meet today"
N: "I didn't want to be alone... but I was really anxious because of that whole thing with school so..."
Bff: "But... why did you tell me to leave then? Gosh, don't tell me you called Jimin right after I left or something..."
N: "I'm sorry... I just had a lot of anxiety and Jimin is one of the few people who knows how to handle it... Please don't take it personal, it's just... that whole school thing scared me a lot"
Bff: "Oh...shit I'm really sorry if I triggered it, I only tried to help you but now I realize I wasn't helping at all by trying to get you to go... Shit, okay I get it then... so did it help having him here? Because it's been hours since I left and if he just left and you called him right after I left he's been here for some time..."
N: "Please don't feel bad about it it's okay! But... yes he helped me a lot... and he offered to stay for a bit in case I felt anxious again so... that's why he was here for so long"
Bff: "That's sweet, so...like, did y'all do anything or..? Because you're clearly not telling me everything" she asked as N instantly became nervous.

She wasn't sure if she should tell her bestie about the fact that her and Jimin literally kissed TWO FREAKING TIMES, because N obviously felt that her bestie was mad at Jimin. I guess she had to keep it to herself until her bestie had calmed down a bit lol.

N: "Uhm...no... we just... like... talked"
Bff: "Hmm you sure?"
N: "Yes..."
Bff: "Okay then... you don't wanna tell me yet, that's fine but you know, I was starting to like Jimin again but he literally just started a fight with me for no damn reason so I'm kinda mad at him, just thought you should know"
N: "Wait he started a fight with you..? About what? What did you say to him??"
Bff: "Yo, I didn't start that shit, he literally went on about how I ruined his life and how I'm a bad friend to you, like he said that those small innocent lies I made up to protect and help you back then made your anxiety come back, which reminds me that Jimin wasn't freaking supposed to know that I'm the on who made up the cheating accusation! Why the hell have you told him??"
N: "Because it was the only way he would ever talk to me again after out first therapy session... But oh my god...what did you say to him?? He wouldn't just say all that if it wasn't because you provoked him"
Bff: "I didn't say anything! See this is why I wanted you to break up with him, he literally starts a fight over nothing and when you started therapy he didn't want to talk to you because YOU thought HE had cheated on you, like come on!"
N: "You know what confuses me? Sometimes you say you like him but other times you just hate him for no reason, like can't you just be honest with me and tell me what you said to him... and stop switching your opinion on him so much..."
Bff: "Sorry I guess, I don't hate him N, like the only reason why I might have disliked him before was because I genuinely thought he was cheating on you. Like I know you love him, and I'm totally okay with that, I never said I hated him. I switch depending on the mood, that's just my style. But well I asked what he was doing here because I was shocked to see him and then I just innocently asked if he was stalking you too because I assumed that you hadn't told him I made up the cheating rumor, but I guess he took it personally or something"
N: "Mmm...okay, what did he say to that?"
Bff: "He literally came at me like so you're gonna accuse me of stalking too and then the fight just like happened because I wasn't having that shit"
N: "Oh my god... why would you even say that thing about stalking to begin with??"
Bff: "Yo chill, I'm sorry for being in the mood for goof. It might not have been the most appropriate thing to say but on the positive side, I did get some inside tea from him. It's not thaaat spicy, but he said he really cares about you so that's cute"
N: "Aww he did..?" she said as she smiled, wondering so hard if she should mention the fact that they literally kissed...